Damn,I want my baby back
It's so cold without her
Cold without her
She's gone
Now I'm alone, no one to hold on
Cause she was the only one
And I know I was dead wrong
But if you u u
If you u u
See her sooonn
Ask her will she forgive me
If you ever see her
If you ever meet her
If you ever get a chance to sit down and talk to her
Then tell her it's so cold
It's so cold, it's so cold
Here without her
And tell her I miss her
Tell her I need her
Tell her I want her
I really want her to come back home, back to keep me warm
Tell her I'm sorry, I'm really sorry
Can you forgive me?
Please forgive me
And come back home, keep me safe and warm
Now my baby's really gone
I don't know if she's coming home
My love's up, I fucked up
I know
Tell me what to do to get her back
Back where her heart belongs, been gone from me too long
So if you u u, seen my boo o o
Please can you u u
Can you tell her for me
If you ever see her
If you ever meet her
If you ever get a chance to sit down and talk to her
Let her know it's so cold
It's so cold, it's so cold
Here without her
And tell her I miss her
Tell her I need her
Tell her I want her
I really want her to come back home, back to keep me warm
Tell her I'm sorry, I'm really sorry
Can you forgive me?
Please forgive me
And come back home, keep me safe and warm
If you ever see her
If you ever meet her
If you ever get a chance to sit down and talk to her
Let her know it's so cold
It's so cold, it's so cold
Wïthout her
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Friday, October 30, 2009
"Here Without You"
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Thursday, October 29, 2009
T.T now i know why i always fail in exams, i never read things properly ~.~
dam G. how could you possibly misinterpret what was written extremly cleary in front of you then make a judgement that was completly off.
It jus funny how i only realise how wrong i am after the consequences.
I'm always reading things one time, then make judgements on it. Then after reading again.. i still dont see the real meaning.. it usually take 3 or 4 times before i actually find out what it means. but then it's too late.
You have used up all your $ then you cant do anything.
If Only If Only..
If Only you were here
dam G. how could you possibly misinterpret what was written extremly cleary in front of you then make a judgement that was completly off.
It jus funny how i only realise how wrong i am after the consequences.
I'm always reading things one time, then make judgements on it. Then after reading again.. i still dont see the real meaning.. it usually take 3 or 4 times before i actually find out what it means. but then it's too late.
You have used up all your $ then you cant do anything.
If Only If Only..
If Only you were here
Technology, Blessing or Curse?
Knock Knock..
Who is there?
People in suits and holding booklets and brochures.
i wonder who they are.
- Oh so u say you've been here before, well then how can i help you.
- 'We were just passing by thought you might want one of these brochures"
- oh okay, i'll read it later, bye.
The front page has a huge title and a picture of a city in the background.
The title says "Technology, Blessing or Curse?"
I am just staring at it for a few minutes, reading over it a couple of times just to make sure i am not reading wrong. I wasn't wrong, it definitely said "Technology, Blessing or Curse"
it just made me think - Wow what a strong message, especially in this world of technology. Thinking over the message it made me wonder, what would the world be like without technology. Would it be a better place? How would people live? What would everyone be like?
It also made me of the reasons behind technology, i was trying to balance out the positives and negative.
Positives
- Everyone is linked by technology
- Makes life easier
- Instant Messaging
Negatives
- Energy to use technology is destroying the earth
- Technology became a primary source of information
- Natural Links have become smaller or broken
- Changing technology is changing humanity
So now looking back at the Message "Technology, Blessing or Curse"
In my opinion i think that it is a blessing in the sense that people have came up with innovative ways to make the world smaller and make people closer via technology. But i think that it is a Curse when people start using technology as a way of life. The curse of technology is the affect it has on people.
Technology would be good if it was not used to be lazy, technology should not be a way of life. It should be something that we use in life, not to make it easy and be lazy but to make the world a better place.
I think that Technology would not be as bad if it did not replace things like speech (unless you cannot speak), by creating things like instant messaging, creating an alternative to normal speech. The alternative is not the same, the thing with normal speech, not technologically enhanced, is the sound of the voice that you can recognize and the emotions put in. By using the alternative - instant messaging - it is not the same, words that are typed up don't have a voice or emotions, even if you are using emoticons is it really the same?
But of course with the changing technology there are other ways of communicating, such as voice chatting or web camera. These ways of communicating i have nothing against, they are a good way of keeping in touch with those people that are far away and it feels the same as if they were right next to you.
So Technology is both a blessing and a curse. Depending on how you use it of course.
^.^
☺ ~OnlyGabs†az!~
Who is there?
People in suits and holding booklets and brochures.
i wonder who they are.
- Oh so u say you've been here before, well then how can i help you.
- 'We were just passing by thought you might want one of these brochures"
- oh okay, i'll read it later, bye.
The front page has a huge title and a picture of a city in the background.
The title says "Technology, Blessing or Curse?"
I am just staring at it for a few minutes, reading over it a couple of times just to make sure i am not reading wrong. I wasn't wrong, it definitely said "Technology, Blessing or Curse"
it just made me think - Wow what a strong message, especially in this world of technology. Thinking over the message it made me wonder, what would the world be like without technology. Would it be a better place? How would people live? What would everyone be like?
It also made me of the reasons behind technology, i was trying to balance out the positives and negative.
Positives
- Everyone is linked by technology
- Makes life easier
- Instant Messaging
Negatives
- Energy to use technology is destroying the earth
- Technology became a primary source of information
- Natural Links have become smaller or broken
- Changing technology is changing humanity
So now looking back at the Message "Technology, Blessing or Curse"
In my opinion i think that it is a blessing in the sense that people have came up with innovative ways to make the world smaller and make people closer via technology. But i think that it is a Curse when people start using technology as a way of life. The curse of technology is the affect it has on people.
Technology would be good if it was not used to be lazy, technology should not be a way of life. It should be something that we use in life, not to make it easy and be lazy but to make the world a better place.
I think that Technology would not be as bad if it did not replace things like speech (unless you cannot speak), by creating things like instant messaging, creating an alternative to normal speech. The alternative is not the same, the thing with normal speech, not technologically enhanced, is the sound of the voice that you can recognize and the emotions put in. By using the alternative - instant messaging - it is not the same, words that are typed up don't have a voice or emotions, even if you are using emoticons is it really the same?
But of course with the changing technology there are other ways of communicating, such as voice chatting or web camera. These ways of communicating i have nothing against, they are a good way of keeping in touch with those people that are far away and it feels the same as if they were right next to you.
So Technology is both a blessing and a curse. Depending on how you use it of course.
^.^
☺ ~OnlyGabs†az!~
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
21/10/09
It's not you, its me..
The phrase is very cliche and i know that, although it may sound cliche.. That is what it is.
'It is not you, it is me'
But i wish that i could say this without using a web log.. but that is my problem, i have too much difficulty doing that. Its too troublesome for everyone around me, including myself.
So i am trying to make myself better, i dont want to disappoint anymore people in my life. The pain is too deep, i've experienced it before but it was not this deep. I guess i could go on and keep blaming everything, "its because its computer", "its just not the same", "its all technologies fault". But if i keep going on like that, it will get me nowhere.
Now i have reach a point where i believe i cannot get any lower, if my life is like a concave up parabola then the only way left is up. I hope that it is only going to go that way and not be a concave down parabola, if it was concave down then i have already reached my maximum point and the only way left is down. Thinking like this - Mathematically - makes sense to me, but i know that life cannot be put onto a graph and explained through equations.
Now that i have written out that stuff, i cant stop thinking that my mind is moving too fast and my heart is not having a chance to decide. Were my actions too hasty? I just did not want to be troublesome to other people. I think that maybe if i have time to improve myself then i will not disappoint you. I know that i have kept everything too myself and was unable to speak clearly but that is just my problem that i want to fix. Most of my life i have been trying to do so but never success, after today i realized that the key to success. But the way i am going i do not want to hurt others, my feelings will get in the way and i will disappoint another person in my life that i do not want to.
This might be the last post on my web logg for now, until i find myself. If i cannot love myself then i cannot love someone else, the same as if i disappoint myself then i will disappoint others.
I wrote this in the hope that i can get better
even if its in the form of an indiscreet letter
i cannot disappoint you again
but i will never forget the times we had.
Focus 'G'. This is going to be hard to handle.
Hahahah looking back over this post it seems like one of those running away notes :P wow i feel kinda dumb posting it, i'll do it anyway.. even though i just wrote it to make me feel better.
haha 'G' you really are dumb sometimes ~.~
The phrase is very cliche and i know that, although it may sound cliche.. That is what it is.
'It is not you, it is me'
But i wish that i could say this without using a web log.. but that is my problem, i have too much difficulty doing that. Its too troublesome for everyone around me, including myself.
So i am trying to make myself better, i dont want to disappoint anymore people in my life. The pain is too deep, i've experienced it before but it was not this deep. I guess i could go on and keep blaming everything, "its because its computer", "its just not the same", "its all technologies fault". But if i keep going on like that, it will get me nowhere.
Now i have reach a point where i believe i cannot get any lower, if my life is like a concave up parabola then the only way left is up. I hope that it is only going to go that way and not be a concave down parabola, if it was concave down then i have already reached my maximum point and the only way left is down. Thinking like this - Mathematically - makes sense to me, but i know that life cannot be put onto a graph and explained through equations.
Now that i have written out that stuff, i cant stop thinking that my mind is moving too fast and my heart is not having a chance to decide. Were my actions too hasty? I just did not want to be troublesome to other people. I think that maybe if i have time to improve myself then i will not disappoint you. I know that i have kept everything too myself and was unable to speak clearly but that is just my problem that i want to fix. Most of my life i have been trying to do so but never success, after today i realized that the key to success. But the way i am going i do not want to hurt others, my feelings will get in the way and i will disappoint another person in my life that i do not want to.
This might be the last post on my web logg for now, until i find myself. If i cannot love myself then i cannot love someone else, the same as if i disappoint myself then i will disappoint others.
I wrote this in the hope that i can get better
even if its in the form of an indiscreet letter
i cannot disappoint you again
but i will never forget the times we had.
Focus 'G'. This is going to be hard to handle.
Hahahah looking back over this post it seems like one of those running away notes :P wow i feel kinda dumb posting it, i'll do it anyway.. even though i just wrote it to make me feel better.
haha 'G' you really are dumb sometimes ~.~
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Dragonfly - Spongecola
Maybe I'm a little addicted
Maybe I just Can't get out of this
Maybe it is just too soon to say
I've seen you blow right past my window
You flew away and I was left inside
Without a clue
But If you think that I am too stoned to write
Don't think twice
Free your mind
Don't let me down
We'll find a way to make it go away
I went ahead without direction
A form of semi-self-mutilation
Dragonfly collides with truth
Why can't you see me like I see you
Can't you feel me like I feel you
Can't you be with me tonight
I'll make it go away
(my dragonfly)
Maybe I just Can't get out of this
Maybe it is just too soon to say
I've seen you blow right past my window
You flew away and I was left inside
Without a clue
But If you think that I am too stoned to write
Don't think twice
Free your mind
Don't let me down
We'll find a way to make it go away
I went ahead without direction
A form of semi-self-mutilation
Dragonfly collides with truth
Why can't you see me like I see you
Can't you feel me like I feel you
Can't you be with me tonight
I'll make it go away
(my dragonfly)
Saturday, September 12, 2009
So hows life ~
Life is great ^.^
i am feeling good, i finished most of my assignments and now i have lots of free time >.<
lately i was working on my basketball, practicing my shooting skills.. 6/10 is not that bad XD, i might be able to make it onto the B grade team >.<
hmmm
I wanted to swim in my pool today but i think it is a bit cold in the water. but i really want to practice my backflip, i havent done one in the pool for sooo long now, i think i may have forgotten how to do it ~.~
haha ohh well
this is a pretty short post ...
~so life is good~
i'm looking at a bright tomorrow ^.^
ingatz`
Peace
~OnlyGabs†az!~
i am feeling good, i finished most of my assignments and now i have lots of free time >.<
lately i was working on my basketball, practicing my shooting skills.. 6/10 is not that bad XD, i might be able to make it onto the B grade team >.<
hmmm
I wanted to swim in my pool today but i think it is a bit cold in the water. but i really want to practice my backflip, i havent done one in the pool for sooo long now, i think i may have forgotten how to do it ~.~
haha ohh well
this is a pretty short post ...
~so life is good~
i'm looking at a bright tomorrow ^.^
ingatz`
Peace
~OnlyGabs†az!~
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Music in my HEAD
When i'm feeling low, i listen too music, it changes my mood, allows me to free my mind from all my troubles.
I also find it easier to show my mood by the music i listen to, here's a song by NLT i was listing to today
I'm laying in my bed,
Thoughts up in my head
Cause lately, baby I ain't been the same. (same)
I'm such a mess,
Don't know what to do,
I never thought things would end up this way. (way)
Don't understand,
Thought I was gon' be the one that put that diamond on your hand. (hand)
And now I've lost her,
I'm starting to dig down that maybe baby it's another man.
Tell me what happened to us...
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tried to be the best I could be,
Made a fool out of me,
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that you was in love with me,
What was I thinking?
Cause love wouldn't have left me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Now it's too late to fix things,
It's all a catastrophe,
Baby explain to me.
Tell me what happened to us...
Sick to my stomach,
Can't take the fact that I can't talk to you since you went away. (away, away)
Don't wanna wake up, (nahh)
Cause now I know that I can't wake up next to your pretty face.
Was it my fault, girl?
That's what I keep asking myself over and over again. (again, again)
The worst part is that,
I know that you ain't coming back, baby, if this is the end. (oh, oh)
You were incredible, (Oh-oh)
Love so acceptable, (Ho-oh)
Me and you against the world. (No, no, no, no, no)
Connection unexplainable,
Then something went wrong, (got me writing this song)
Got me writing this sad song.
I'm so confused, girl,
Can you tell me what happened to us.
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tried to be the best I could be,
You made a fool out of me,
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that you was in love with me, (you was)
What was I thinking love wouldn't have left me, (love wouldn't have left me no, no)
Now it's too late to fix things. (oh)
It's all a catastrophe, (oh)
Baby explain to me,
Tell me what happened to us. (us)
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
We were incredible,
Love so inseparable,
Me and you against the world.
Connection -
Tell me what happened to us.
We were incredible,
Love so inseparable,
Me and you against the world.
Connection -
Tell me what happened to us.
Then something went wrong,
Got me writing this sad song,
I'm so confused, girl.
Can you tell me what happened to us?
Then something went wrong,
Got me writing this sad song,
I'm so confused, girl.
Can you tell me what happened to us?
(Ohh-oehh-ohh)
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us. (Ohh-oehh-ohh)
Tried to be the best I could be,
Made a fool out of me, (baby)
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that she was in love with me, (thought she was in love with me, what was I thinking)
What was I thinking? (Cause now I know that love wouldn't have left me)
Cause now I know love wouldn't have left me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Now it's too late to fix things, (No, aye)
It's all a catastrophe,
Baby, please explain to me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
I also find it easier to show my mood by the music i listen to, here's a song by NLT i was listing to today
I'm laying in my bed,
Thoughts up in my head
Cause lately, baby I ain't been the same. (same)
I'm such a mess,
Don't know what to do,
I never thought things would end up this way. (way)
Don't understand,
Thought I was gon' be the one that put that diamond on your hand. (hand)
And now I've lost her,
I'm starting to dig down that maybe baby it's another man.
Tell me what happened to us...
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tried to be the best I could be,
Made a fool out of me,
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that you was in love with me,
What was I thinking?
Cause love wouldn't have left me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Now it's too late to fix things,
It's all a catastrophe,
Baby explain to me.
Tell me what happened to us...
Sick to my stomach,
Can't take the fact that I can't talk to you since you went away. (away, away)
Don't wanna wake up, (nahh)
Cause now I know that I can't wake up next to your pretty face.
Was it my fault, girl?
That's what I keep asking myself over and over again. (again, again)
The worst part is that,
I know that you ain't coming back, baby, if this is the end. (oh, oh)
You were incredible, (Oh-oh)
Love so acceptable, (Ho-oh)
Me and you against the world. (No, no, no, no, no)
Connection unexplainable,
Then something went wrong, (got me writing this song)
Got me writing this sad song.
I'm so confused, girl,
Can you tell me what happened to us.
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tried to be the best I could be,
You made a fool out of me,
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that you was in love with me, (you was)
What was I thinking love wouldn't have left me, (love wouldn't have left me no, no)
Now it's too late to fix things. (oh)
It's all a catastrophe, (oh)
Baby explain to me,
Tell me what happened to us. (us)
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
We were incredible,
Love so inseparable,
Me and you against the world.
Connection -
Tell me what happened to us.
We were incredible,
Love so inseparable,
Me and you against the world.
Connection -
Tell me what happened to us.
Then something went wrong,
Got me writing this sad song,
I'm so confused, girl.
Can you tell me what happened to us?
Then something went wrong,
Got me writing this sad song,
I'm so confused, girl.
Can you tell me what happened to us?
(Ohh-oehh-ohh)
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us. (Ohh-oehh-ohh)
Tried to be the best I could be,
Made a fool out of me, (baby)
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that she was in love with me, (thought she was in love with me, what was I thinking)
What was I thinking? (Cause now I know that love wouldn't have left me)
Cause now I know love wouldn't have left me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Now it's too late to fix things, (No, aye)
It's all a catastrophe,
Baby, please explain to me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
In The End - Linkin Park
It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised
It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
~LPK all over again~
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised
It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
~LPK all over again~
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Birthday Week
Wow the year is going so fast,
its already July, winter, starting term 3 in a week.
Its the middle of the year, wow seems so quick.
i guess time flies when you waste your time doing nothing -_-
at least for me it does.
So today is the 19th, two days after my birthday, 8 days before the start of term 3 and 11 days since the start of the holidays.
So. My birthday... nothing much to it really, it is the day of which i was born, the day commemorated annually for the first time i saw the world.
most people say that you should be excited when you know your birthday is coming up, on the Monday of my birthday week, i knew that my birthday was in 4 days but i didn't really feel too excited. Maybe its just me...
Tuesday, ehh... maybe i had a little bit of excitement, but mainly because other people were excited for me. I guess that see other people excited for me made me feel better about my birthday. I felt somewhat excited for my birthday.
Wednesday, yay! woo i am psyching myself up, its my birthday in 2 days. now i see what is exciting about a birthday.
Thursday, >.< it is soon! less than 24 hours till my birthday, i stay up until midnight and wait for my birthday. I never stayed up for that long while sitting down at home.
hmmm idk where this is leading now, but i have already written all of that so i am not going to erase it...
well! Friday 17th of July!!! its now my birthday, 12 am, midnight. getting messages from lots of people, haha. Most of the messages are all the same... 'Happy birthday, hope u have a great one mate' some are different 'Happy Birthday, you can do whatever you want today cause its your birthday' some are happy 'Happy Birthday =]'
Then there was one that really made me feel special ^.^
Saturday... hmmm, first part of the day was the last 18 minutes of harry potter and the half blood prince, then slept. Well its the day after my birthday. So on my birthday i feel special, but the day after.. it just goes back to normal. I guess my birthday was a sudden high for me, but as all highs are they crash to create a balance. Saturday was a low.
Today, Sunday, Everything is back to normal... at least i think it is, although i am not certain. Maybe there was something i did on the Saturday, when i was low..
yeah... this is just me reminiscing on my birthday week.
has been a while since i last posted something.
Peace
~OnlyGabs†az!~
its already July, winter, starting term 3 in a week.
Its the middle of the year, wow seems so quick.
i guess time flies when you waste your time doing nothing -_-
at least for me it does.
So today is the 19th, two days after my birthday, 8 days before the start of term 3 and 11 days since the start of the holidays.
So. My birthday... nothing much to it really, it is the day of which i was born, the day commemorated annually for the first time i saw the world.
most people say that you should be excited when you know your birthday is coming up, on the Monday of my birthday week, i knew that my birthday was in 4 days but i didn't really feel too excited. Maybe its just me...
Tuesday, ehh... maybe i had a little bit of excitement, but mainly because other people were excited for me. I guess that see other people excited for me made me feel better about my birthday. I felt somewhat excited for my birthday.
Wednesday, yay! woo i am psyching myself up, its my birthday in 2 days. now i see what is exciting about a birthday.
Thursday, >.< it is soon! less than 24 hours till my birthday, i stay up until midnight and wait for my birthday. I never stayed up for that long while sitting down at home.
hmmm idk where this is leading now, but i have already written all of that so i am not going to erase it...
well! Friday 17th of July!!! its now my birthday, 12 am, midnight. getting messages from lots of people, haha. Most of the messages are all the same... 'Happy birthday, hope u have a great one mate' some are different 'Happy Birthday, you can do whatever you want today cause its your birthday' some are happy 'Happy Birthday =]'
Then there was one that really made me feel special ^.^
Saturday... hmmm, first part of the day was the last 18 minutes of harry potter and the half blood prince, then slept. Well its the day after my birthday. So on my birthday i feel special, but the day after.. it just goes back to normal. I guess my birthday was a sudden high for me, but as all highs are they crash to create a balance. Saturday was a low.
Today, Sunday, Everything is back to normal... at least i think it is, although i am not certain. Maybe there was something i did on the Saturday, when i was low..
yeah... this is just me reminiscing on my birthday week.
has been a while since i last posted something.
Peace
~OnlyGabs†az!~
Monday, May 25, 2009
Something Shiny >.<
hmmm.....
yesterday i was sitting wondering where this began, this weird part of my life, confusions and madness.
it brought me back to the week of my school exams
on the weekend before i went shopping, i didnt really need to go shopping, actually i should have been at home studying. Even though that was the case i still went out, mostly because i was bored. So i go shopping and i find a tiny store in the corner of an intersection that sells glasses. I found these glasses that were clear lens but i found the frames to look pretty good, so i bought them.
They made me look like kind of a nerd actually.
So i am there with my new glasses on and i am thinking of what i would look godd in when i wear these glasses. I thought of some black jeans, long sleve grey shirt, black & grey checkered vest and a black and white baggy scarf. I was looking pretty good in my head, but i thought it needed something more, something shiny >.<
Then i thought of it, i could get a fake earring. So i went to look for a store that sold jewelry and asked for any magnetic earrings, and there they were and they were so shiny ^^. I bought one, it was pretty cheap also. I didnt tell my mother that i bought it, i was planning to come home one day with it on to surprise her, like a prank.
I took a photo of my self with it on, it suprised a few people and other was dissapointed, well i cant really say, - seemed dissapointed, said 'couldn't care less'...
Nyway I have the earring on and it looks pretty hectic, i am wearing it with my glasses too. They werent real so it didnt bother me that i was wearing them, anyways i would never get a real piercing. Then i forgot to study for my exams, so instead of using al the time i have left to study, i come up with a theory - look SMART, feel SMART, and you will be SMART. That lead to me wearing the clear lens glasses in my exams. It made me feel smarter and i thought i did alright in the exams.
But back to my thinking of where this madness began, was it the glasses, earrings or was it just me?
but now i am here, typing on the keyboard about whatever this is, seems pointless as to there is no much point... what am i thinking T.T pointless because there is no much point... 'Well Duhh'!!
...
~OnlyGabs†az~
peace-
yesterday i was sitting wondering where this began, this weird part of my life, confusions and madness.
it brought me back to the week of my school exams
on the weekend before i went shopping, i didnt really need to go shopping, actually i should have been at home studying. Even though that was the case i still went out, mostly because i was bored. So i go shopping and i find a tiny store in the corner of an intersection that sells glasses. I found these glasses that were clear lens but i found the frames to look pretty good, so i bought them.
They made me look like kind of a nerd actually.
So i am there with my new glasses on and i am thinking of what i would look godd in when i wear these glasses. I thought of some black jeans, long sleve grey shirt, black & grey checkered vest and a black and white baggy scarf. I was looking pretty good in my head, but i thought it needed something more, something shiny >.<
Then i thought of it, i could get a fake earring. So i went to look for a store that sold jewelry and asked for any magnetic earrings, and there they were and they were so shiny ^^. I bought one, it was pretty cheap also. I didnt tell my mother that i bought it, i was planning to come home one day with it on to surprise her, like a prank.
I took a photo of my self with it on, it suprised a few people and other was dissapointed, well i cant really say, - seemed dissapointed, said 'couldn't care less'...
Nyway I have the earring on and it looks pretty hectic, i am wearing it with my glasses too. They werent real so it didnt bother me that i was wearing them, anyways i would never get a real piercing. Then i forgot to study for my exams, so instead of using al the time i have left to study, i come up with a theory - look SMART, feel SMART, and you will be SMART. That lead to me wearing the clear lens glasses in my exams. It made me feel smarter and i thought i did alright in the exams.
But back to my thinking of where this madness began, was it the glasses, earrings or was it just me?
but now i am here, typing on the keyboard about whatever this is, seems pointless as to there is no much point... what am i thinking T.T pointless because there is no much point... 'Well Duhh'!!
...
~OnlyGabs†az~
peace-
Saturday, May 23, 2009
NTL - Yesterday
Never meant to cause you no pain
When I said I never wanted to see you again, Oh
Took advantage of all that I gave, babe
So what's the news, trying to get me to stay
Tried everything to make this thing work
Cause I found that you were god's gift to the earth, no
You could have told me we wouldn't be, yea
Together... forever
Tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me
Tell me why, (oh why) when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, (oh why) now that I moved on you're wanting me
But baby its too late now I don't want to go back to yesterday
I was everything you wanted in a man, baby
Everyday I try to do the best that I can oh
But you never thought that I'd be the one, yeah
(oh baby, baby)
Please, tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me you're missen me
Tell me why, when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, now that I moved on you're wanting me, yeah, yeah
Baby but its too late now I don't want to go back to yester
No I don't want you back no I don't feel your pain
You gotta understand that I'm finally a man
Please don't say anymore
I'm already out the door
Ain't nothing you can do
Cause baby I'm over you
It's the end, oh
Baby its getting old
Cant take the stress in mer
So baby I've gotta leave
This is my final good bye
Baby tell me why
Oh baby
Yeah yeah, oha oha oha oha
Well baby its too late now I don't wanna go back to yester
Tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me
Tell me why, when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, now that I moved on you're wanting me
But baby its and its too late now, now and no I don't wanna go back to yesterday
~
NLT is awesome
When I said I never wanted to see you again, Oh
Took advantage of all that I gave, babe
So what's the news, trying to get me to stay
Tried everything to make this thing work
Cause I found that you were god's gift to the earth, no
You could have told me we wouldn't be, yea
Together... forever
Tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me
Tell me why, (oh why) when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, (oh why) now that I moved on you're wanting me
But baby its too late now I don't want to go back to yesterday
I was everything you wanted in a man, baby
Everyday I try to do the best that I can oh
But you never thought that I'd be the one, yeah
(oh baby, baby)
Please, tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me you're missen me
Tell me why, when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, now that I moved on you're wanting me, yeah, yeah
Baby but its too late now I don't want to go back to yester
No I don't want you back no I don't feel your pain
You gotta understand that I'm finally a man
Please don't say anymore
I'm already out the door
Ain't nothing you can do
Cause baby I'm over you
It's the end, oh
Baby its getting old
Cant take the stress in mer
So baby I've gotta leave
This is my final good bye
Baby tell me why
Oh baby
Yeah yeah, oha oha oha oha
Well baby its too late now I don't wanna go back to yester
Tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me
Tell me why, when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, now that I moved on you're wanting me
But baby its and its too late now, now and no I don't wanna go back to yesterday
~
NLT is awesome
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
Curiosity killed the cat
everyone knows that saying, 'Curiosity Killed the Cat'.
As of now i truly believe that it is true.
Yesterday i experienced something that made me feel special, like i was the only one with the 'feeling'.
Then Curiosity took over, i had to wonder how could i be the only one with this 'feeling'. There had to be another person. Me and my sneaky self looked for an answer. Then i found it, but i did not like it -_-
there was another person who experience the same thing as me, i no longer felt special. I just felt that the 'feeling' was like any other 'feelings' just plain and simple, forwarded to everyone. Not special.
Curiosity takes over and i am left with nothing.
~OnlyGabs†az~
As of now i truly believe that it is true.
Yesterday i experienced something that made me feel special, like i was the only one with the 'feeling'.
Then Curiosity took over, i had to wonder how could i be the only one with this 'feeling'. There had to be another person. Me and my sneaky self looked for an answer. Then i found it, but i did not like it -_-
there was another person who experience the same thing as me, i no longer felt special. I just felt that the 'feeling' was like any other 'feelings' just plain and simple, forwarded to everyone. Not special.
Curiosity takes over and i am left with nothing.
~OnlyGabs†az~
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Let Me Know
I can't read your mind
I need you to say it
Plain and simple
I would give my life to you
Everything you needed
Baby I would be it
You're the only one I talk to
Who really knows me
Tells me shows me
That it's enough sometimes just to be myself
I don't want nobody else
They don't understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand
Take my breath away
Buy me anything I ask
Go anywhere I wanna go
I traded everything just to know
Chorus
Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
Let me know you're thinking of me
When I can't be there
Let me know you miss me
Call me up sometimes
I don't wanna go but boy you gotta let me know
Stop and listen
It's my thoughts calling your name
Screaming out the way I feel
I wish you would do the same
I think you might be on the same border
Same line same page
I'm tired
Listening to your silence brings the water to my eyes
I don't want nobody else
They don't understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand
Don't let me in the dark
Let this blind over my eyes
If you don't feel the same
Is everything we have a lie?
Chorus
Please give me a reason to stay
Gotta get us back on track
Cause the worst thing is
Loving someone who doesn't love you back
I think you do but I need you to say it
I can't read your mind
Tell me from time to time
I need you to say it
Need you to tell me
Chorus
I can't read your mind
I need you to say it
Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
I need you to say it
Plain and simple
I would give my life to you
Everything you needed
Baby I would be it
You're the only one I talk to
Who really knows me
Tells me shows me
That it's enough sometimes just to be myself
I don't want nobody else
They don't understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand
Take my breath away
Buy me anything I ask
Go anywhere I wanna go
I traded everything just to know
Chorus
Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
Let me know you're thinking of me
When I can't be there
Let me know you miss me
Call me up sometimes
I don't wanna go but boy you gotta let me know
Stop and listen
It's my thoughts calling your name
Screaming out the way I feel
I wish you would do the same
I think you might be on the same border
Same line same page
I'm tired
Listening to your silence brings the water to my eyes
I don't want nobody else
They don't understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand
Don't let me in the dark
Let this blind over my eyes
If you don't feel the same
Is everything we have a lie?
Chorus
Please give me a reason to stay
Gotta get us back on track
Cause the worst thing is
Loving someone who doesn't love you back
I think you do but I need you to say it
I can't read your mind
Tell me from time to time
I need you to say it
Need you to tell me
Chorus
I can't read your mind
I need you to say it
Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Life is Beautiful
Today i had a great time at the city, i went with my family. First we attended mass at the st mary's cathedral. The Cathedral is soo big, it looks so good inside and it is so pretty. Mass there is different to what i usually attend to, there is a lot of singing, which is good but i found it hard to understand what was being said.
After mass we decided to go and eat. We went to McDonalds, even though before we planned on eating in a fancy place >.< oh well... I've never been to that McDonalds though. The toilets are placed in a very inconvinient place, we had to walk 3 flights of stairs just to get to them. I guess its like that cause McDonalds is not very good for your weight and they want you to work it off =D.
Then after we ate we went to the movie house at george street to watch 'The Knowing'. On the way we went bought some stuff. I got some stuff for school T_T school... anyway we watched 'The Knowing', its about the guy knowing the end of the world basically. but i'm not gonna spoil it. I may have gotten frightened at some parts of it, but only because it surprised me.. But the movie made me realise how beautiful life is, i found it pretty cool.
I realised that Life is too short, and we need to live our lifes to the fullest, and to watse our time. Plus we only have one life so we should do as much as we can in that time we have.
anyway. We caught a train back to the station and drove home. It was cool that the train tickets were marked 'family funday' and were much cheaper than usual, a day tripper for $2 50. Pretty awesome ^.^ . A funn day today but that ends the holidays for me >.> tommorow i gotta do all my assignments -_- lame. Cant wait to get back to school XD, it feels like its been forever since i have seen any of my friends. Well back to school after tommorow i am somewhat excited to come back to school and do an examination on Geography yay!! T.T.
Back in Winter uniform YAY! best uniform XD.
~Peace out~
-OnlyGabs†az-
After mass we decided to go and eat. We went to McDonalds, even though before we planned on eating in a fancy place >.< oh well... I've never been to that McDonalds though. The toilets are placed in a very inconvinient place, we had to walk 3 flights of stairs just to get to them. I guess its like that cause McDonalds is not very good for your weight and they want you to work it off =D.
Then after we ate we went to the movie house at george street to watch 'The Knowing'. On the way we went bought some stuff. I got some stuff for school T_T school... anyway we watched 'The Knowing', its about the guy knowing the end of the world basically. but i'm not gonna spoil it. I may have gotten frightened at some parts of it, but only because it surprised me.. But the movie made me realise how beautiful life is, i found it pretty cool.
I realised that Life is too short, and we need to live our lifes to the fullest, and to watse our time. Plus we only have one life so we should do as much as we can in that time we have.
anyway. We caught a train back to the station and drove home. It was cool that the train tickets were marked 'family funday' and were much cheaper than usual, a day tripper for $2 50. Pretty awesome ^.^ . A funn day today but that ends the holidays for me >.> tommorow i gotta do all my assignments -_- lame. Cant wait to get back to school XD, it feels like its been forever since i have seen any of my friends. Well back to school after tommorow i am somewhat excited to come back to school and do an examination on Geography yay!! T.T.
Back in Winter uniform YAY! best uniform XD.
~Peace out~
-OnlyGabs†az-
Sunday, April 19, 2009
~_~
oh my its the middle of the holidays already.. time flys, seems like just yesterday the holidays started. but now it is comming to an end. Back to school in about a week, 8 days left. i dunt feel like doing my homework, i dunt wanna go back to school. i like having holidays >.>
oh well, i'll just have as much fun as i can, while the holidays last.
Hah.. i wanna go back to the show again i want a poster of vanessa hudgens hahah. cost to much though, i would go if i had a job, but i dont so yer. Home is still fun although i dont want to use my grass for backflips because my dog goes to the toilet there and it hasnt rained that much. Now i'm just working on my jumping, trying to get more height cause i need to jump high to do a proper backflip.
well yesterday i was pretty much resting most of the day i was sleeping, then my cousin came over. I watched Ned Kelly on TV
† R.I.P Heath Ledger †
but then i fell asleep cause it ended at around 11 or 12, it's a good movie though.
i'm still pretty tired though, imma rest another day today >.<
or maybe i'll watch a movie hrmm
oh well i'll do something
ingatz
~OnlyGabs†az~
-Peace-
oh well, i'll just have as much fun as i can, while the holidays last.
Hah.. i wanna go back to the show again i want a poster of vanessa hudgens hahah. cost to much though, i would go if i had a job, but i dont so yer. Home is still fun although i dont want to use my grass for backflips because my dog goes to the toilet there and it hasnt rained that much. Now i'm just working on my jumping, trying to get more height cause i need to jump high to do a proper backflip.
well yesterday i was pretty much resting most of the day i was sleeping, then my cousin came over. I watched Ned Kelly on TV
† R.I.P Heath Ledger †
but then i fell asleep cause it ended at around 11 or 12, it's a good movie though.
i'm still pretty tired though, imma rest another day today >.<
or maybe i'll watch a movie hrmm
oh well i'll do something
ingatz
~OnlyGabs†az~
-Peace-
Friday, April 17, 2009
The Show ^_^
So today I went to the Royal Easter Show
Yepp it was awesome XD. So what if my feet hurt it's worth it. I got some awesome shoes for $35 and a mad jacket.
I had heaps of funn today, and am so glad that i could get out of the house. The feel of fresh air haha jks. Since I was getting out of the house, i felt like i should look different. This time not look like an 'Asian'. So i wore baggy basketball shorts, black T-shirt, backpack, white converse and white bandanna. Plus put my hair up. Unfortunately my efforts not to look 'Asian' did not work out, as my sister told me that i now looked like an 'Asian Gangster' so it is inevitable.
So the bandanna, not 'head band' =P
is a way to keep my hair from going into my eyes and not look bad, idk if it looked good or bad but did keep my hair away from my eyes.
Happy i got to see you today ^_^. hehe u guys looks so cute in ur uniforms XD jks. Hmmm.. thinking about what u would look like with shorter hair. Hmmm... not too sure bout that it may look strange cause your hair is long now. but you know if you want to you can try it out.
My feet hurt too much walking >.omg i went on an awesome ride at the show, it was called 'Power Surge' and it was awesome. It was soo scary but totally worth it. It just kept going up and down, and spinning. then it went backwards, it was soo awesome! i couldn't stop screaming, even though i was screaming random things, like 'I love you', 'Oh My Gosh', 'AHHHHH'.
The night ended with the motor cycle people and toyota hilux drivers performing their amazing tricks. Favorite part was the motor cycle freestyle battle. Afterwards were the fireworks, which were pretty awesome, but the theme was 'Dairy Farmers' which i thought was quite strange for a fireworks and laser show. The lasers were awesome, they made shapes in the smoke of the fireworks, it was so cool.
so my day was great at the easter show. I got to see you, I went on a ride, i bought stuff and played games. Happy Days XD
~ingatz~
-OnlyGabs†az-
Yepp it was awesome XD. So what if my feet hurt it's worth it. I got some awesome shoes for $35 and a mad jacket.
I had heaps of funn today, and am so glad that i could get out of the house. The feel of fresh air haha jks. Since I was getting out of the house, i felt like i should look different. This time not look like an 'Asian'. So i wore baggy basketball shorts, black T-shirt, backpack, white converse and white bandanna. Plus put my hair up. Unfortunately my efforts not to look 'Asian' did not work out, as my sister told me that i now looked like an 'Asian Gangster' so it is inevitable.
So the bandanna, not 'head band' =P
is a way to keep my hair from going into my eyes and not look bad, idk if it looked good or bad but did keep my hair away from my eyes.
Happy i got to see you today ^_^. hehe u guys looks so cute in ur uniforms XD jks. Hmmm.. thinking about what u would look like with shorter hair. Hmmm... not too sure bout that it may look strange cause your hair is long now. but you know if you want to you can try it out.
My feet hurt too much walking >.omg i went on an awesome ride at the show, it was called 'Power Surge' and it was awesome. It was soo scary but totally worth it. It just kept going up and down, and spinning. then it went backwards, it was soo awesome! i couldn't stop screaming, even though i was screaming random things, like 'I love you', 'Oh My Gosh', 'AHHHHH'.
The night ended with the motor cycle people and toyota hilux drivers performing their amazing tricks. Favorite part was the motor cycle freestyle battle. Afterwards were the fireworks, which were pretty awesome, but the theme was 'Dairy Farmers' which i thought was quite strange for a fireworks and laser show. The lasers were awesome, they made shapes in the smoke of the fireworks, it was so cool.
so my day was great at the easter show. I got to see you, I went on a ride, i bought stuff and played games. Happy Days XD
~ingatz~
-OnlyGabs†az-
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Another Day at Home T.T
Yes, it is true.. i spent another day of my holidays at home -_-
nothing much to do at home. I have been playing the whole day
not very healthy i believe, i take a rest every now and then
i'm excited for tommorow though ^_^ going to the show
Easter Show, last time i went there was
hmmm... long time >.<
But i'm Excited to go ^^ it's gonna be a funn day tommorow.
i dunt have to be at home, doing nothing i get to go out of the house!
=]
i wonder what there will be to do... oh well i will find out when i get there
ohh but i wish i went today.. cause my friends went today
but i already had tickets, guess too much excitement, didnt realise that you could buy tickets on the day hehe
oh well, going wit me cousin =]
but everyone is working T.T no funn
i'll just bother all of you guys working hehe
jks
^^
Boredummm T.T home smells, not litaraly. Figuratively.
~ingatz
~OnlyGabs†az~
nothing much to do at home. I have been playing the whole day
not very healthy i believe, i take a rest every now and then
i'm excited for tommorow though ^_^ going to the show
Easter Show, last time i went there was
hmmm... long time >.<
But i'm Excited to go ^^ it's gonna be a funn day tommorow.
i dunt have to be at home, doing nothing i get to go out of the house!
=]
i wonder what there will be to do... oh well i will find out when i get there
ohh but i wish i went today.. cause my friends went today
but i already had tickets, guess too much excitement, didnt realise that you could buy tickets on the day hehe
oh well, going wit me cousin =]
but everyone is working T.T no funn
i'll just bother all of you guys working hehe
jks
^^
Boredummm T.T home smells, not litaraly. Figuratively.
~ingatz
~OnlyGabs†az~
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
T.T (-_-) T.T
Home is boring T.T i wanna go somewhere
So what do you do when your bored...
well i played outside, i played basketball, played on the grass
So what do you do when your bored...
well i played outside, i played basketball, played on the grass
But not so fun. i just get tired.
So i am standing on the grass just staring
i am thinking of doing a backflipp.. idk if i can
so i start jumping then falling on the ground, so that i know that if i stack it it wont hurt.
haha that didnt work, it hurts when i fall... ~Getting more afraid to try~ i just go inside, maybe next time i will suceed. for now i will work on my jumping.
So i'm back to boredum.. is that a word ' boredum ' .. idk
well i am back to this boring stuff, so i turn on some music,
woohoo i am feeling better, not so boring.
Start Dancing! Singing! haha. I'm hungry... so i go into a baby freeze to stop my dance groove.
i'm back up i wanna have some toast..
well i am back to this boring stuff, so i turn on some music,
woohoo i am feeling better, not so boring.
Start Dancing! Singing! haha. I'm hungry... so i go into a baby freeze to stop my dance groove.
i'm back up i wanna have some toast..
Still wwanna do something though, like get out of the house...
but i cant, must take care of my little brother...
T.T... so stuck at home for the day, maybe i can go out tonight or something..
but i cant, must take care of my little brother...
T.T... so stuck at home for the day, maybe i can go out tonight or something..
~Story of my day, as of now...
ingatz..
ingatz..
p.s. sorry i couldnt rreply to ur text, no credit and no1 else was at home...
Monday, April 13, 2009
Breakdancing
here is something about breakdancing,
first of all, it is something that i always wanted to learn.
although i never could...
because i am afraid to fail.
See in breakdancing if you fail.. then you might break something.
thats why it's 'breaking'
i am afraid to break anything.
soo, some people may think i am little girl
but i dunt want to hurt myself
now i realise how boring it is to live in fear,
it's better to face your fears that live with them
you will get more out of life.
~~~
Things in breaking i want to do, or have done:
Backflip [X] (done it one time)
flare [ ]
air flare [ ]
halo [ ]
1990 [ ]
2000 [ ]
windmill [X] (can do 1 mill)
handstand [X] (i can hold for 3 seconds)
Toprocks [ ]
Nike freeze [ ]
air chair [ ]
Seven [ ]
Chair [ ]
i dont know this feeling,
obscure, abstract and strange
what does this mean?
My mind tells me to forget, but
My heart tells me never to let go, and
My body lies in between
obscure thoughts wrapped around me
should i go?
should i stay?
how did it get to this?
what is in between
Introduction -> Conclusion
where is the rise and fall of tension?
wake up to a bright morning
everyone seems to be fine
its only me, my imagination playing games on me
~
how did i end up in my bed?
i was sleeping on the couch.
obscure, abstract and strange
what does this mean?
My mind tells me to forget, but
My heart tells me never to let go, and
My body lies in between
obscure thoughts wrapped around me
should i go?
should i stay?
how did it get to this?
what is in between
Introduction -> Conclusion
where is the rise and fall of tension?
wake up to a bright morning
everyone seems to be fine
its only me, my imagination playing games on me
~
how did i end up in my bed?
i was sleeping on the couch.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
it's a beautiful day
i'm feeling better today
yesterday was *...* not all great i would say..
but today i am fine, i can get over.
because life is too precious to give up on
Easter is something to live for.
a sign of new life.
a chance to start again.
i cant stop the rain, so i will enjoy it.
adjust to the environment then it will make things easy
but never take advantage of it.
ok lang ako
now i realise..
u were right.
it's a beautiful day. Even though the sun is not shining and the sky is dark, life is good.
just saying what is on my mind..
Happy Easter~ ^_^
ingatz
yesterday was *...* not all great i would say..
but today i am fine, i can get over.
because life is too precious to give up on
Easter is something to live for.
a sign of new life.
a chance to start again.
i cant stop the rain, so i will enjoy it.
adjust to the environment then it will make things easy
but never take advantage of it.
ok lang ako
now i realise..
u were right.
it's a beautiful day. Even though the sun is not shining and the sky is dark, life is good.
just saying what is on my mind..
Happy Easter~ ^_^
ingatz
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Hidden Thoughts
Keeping these thought to myself is tearing me apart
i cant think straight anymore, not like i did before anyway.
these feelings i have for you is breaking me
if i hold it any longer i am going to lose you
the worst timing for this to happen
it's the holidays, ur busy most of the time
i wont be able to see.
#!%!@ ive screwed things up
there it is ur gone... T.T
just bye... nothing else, i deserve it
after all i've done... soo confused right now
but never again will i go into this state of depression
i will not go back to that state
i need to break free
i cant think straight anymore, not like i did before anyway.
these feelings i have for you is breaking me
if i hold it any longer i am going to lose you
the worst timing for this to happen
it's the holidays, ur busy most of the time
i wont be able to see.
#!%!@ ive screwed things up
there it is ur gone... T.T
just bye... nothing else, i deserve it
after all i've done... soo confused right now
but never again will i go into this state of depression
i will not go back to that state
i need to break free
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
xD *grrrr* READ hehe
haha u probably forgot cause too many things going through ur head.
but yer, i was told that u did forget.
then, yer i am going to school tomorro xD
but yer, i was told that u did forget.
then, yer i am going to school tomorro xD
dw i will get ur stuff.
then u will get it whenever i see u next
then u will get it whenever i see u next
...
i could go online cause computer broke
and somebody hid the laptop T.T
sorry i couldn't go online
plus i had to eat dinner =P
INGATZ
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Random
So i havent posted anything lately cause i cbb doin so..
but i feel like i need to write something
so... i will talk about somthing XD
but i feel like i need to write something
so... i will talk about somthing XD
so on the weekends i performed for the Loose control dance compitition. It was awesome, even though our crew came 3rd, the dancers there were awesome!! XD emman from SYTYCD was there too.
oh my i stuffed up my foot at dancing last night, we were playing around and i landed weird on my foot T.T so sad....
yer life outside school is fun... XD
but school is fun at somtimes of the day
but T.T maths .... soo much homeworks!!!
we have to do 2unit revision sheets, 4 pages of it!!!
-_-
but i finished it so yer...
so thats whats been happning round me life lately XD
there were other stuff but this is jus breif
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Do not click here o.o
^_^... blah blah blah blah! what is going on T.T
-_- xD random faces what is this? how long will this go on for?
maybe a few more lines XP
ok? o.o -.-
second last line, Live your Life - rihanna ft TI
last line This Letter on no more random...
T.T i said not to click here...
why are you reading when i said do not click...
hmmm did you click on the 'Do not click here' sign?
unless u were smart and entered my blog instead on clicking on the button to read this...
if you did do that then i congratulate you.
this is just a waste of time T.T
hehehe
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Time is playing with my head
Waiting is hard...
Rushing is hard...
Tring to get on time is hard...
Finding the right time is hard...
Getting the timing right and then cannot do what you need to for some odd reason is annoying...
Why does time play with my head -_-
i want to wait for you, then i want to be with you. Then when i am with you i cannot do things i wanted to do. When will it all just fall in place, at the right time.
I wonder if the time is right, what will happen?
~Until the time is right
i will wait for you~
what have i done T.T
okay if what i posted last night was about playing a game of love. i was not supposed to put it in that content...
sorry if it has hurt anyone in anyway...
i'm using it as an analogy on my life
i dont mean to create a game out of love
it was the other person that has me giving up
but i am not making a competition, i'm not trying to prove anything to anyone.
~
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Wth stop blocking me T.T
sorry bout not posting for a long time...
anyways..
today i had fun at the shops.
i went to see a movie.. it was kinda boring but not that bad.
then went shopping, i didnt buy anything but i had fun looking around, and walking around
i was with my friends ^^
that is that better side of my story 0.o
on the other side
My day was a bit akward in way, and sometimes jelous of others.
i am jelous of the people who can talk what they think T.T
i just think, then something totaly different comes out of my mouth, or nothing...
sux to be me at this point in my life..
plus i find that there is a person who is blocking me from talking
like i am about to say something but always that person says something before me...
it's like he is challenging me...
actually it feels like he's been doing it all my life.
whenever i find a girl that i like
he would like that same girl, but then since he does not think like me he speaks better to them...
then i would be left out... but then i would find another girl that was different to the last
but for some odd reason he is off the last girl and to the new one T.T
i just find it odd
and i always end up losing, cause he is older than me...
i jus wish i could find a girl that he does not have intrest in
but w/e
on with my life T.T
~never back down, never give up~
try and try until you succeed
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Hehe
Lol
i just wanna laugh, cause i dunt know what to feel atm...
last post i did was a week ago so yer... dunt wanna make it as if i dunt use this...
so i m still using blogger... dw and i am still reading stuff that people write, which is pretty cool btw.
nywaiz, in the past 2 days i started dance in PE (woohoo best male dancer at cha cha in class) yea and i think i might actually do well in PE for once .... maybe i'll get higher than a C-low T.T.
school is fun cause i get to see people and be wit my friends n stuff.
o.o my weekend was pretty cool, i would have to say that valentines day was fun ^^ i went out wit friends and watched a movie, afterwards went home and a few people came over at my house to... chillax i guess.
i would have to say that being in a room with another person with moonlight as the only source of light is pretty cool. just staring, without even talking is sooo.... indescribable, there is no need for words, just savour the moment by staring and thinking that they are also staring back.
soo valentines day (09) was different for me, not in a bad way though, it was nice ^^.
just remembered a song ~Elliot Yamin - Wait for you~ hehe
~until i write again~
i just wanna laugh, cause i dunt know what to feel atm...
last post i did was a week ago so yer... dunt wanna make it as if i dunt use this...
so i m still using blogger... dw and i am still reading stuff that people write, which is pretty cool btw.
nywaiz, in the past 2 days i started dance in PE (woohoo best male dancer at cha cha in class) yea and i think i might actually do well in PE for once .... maybe i'll get higher than a C-low T.T.
school is fun cause i get to see people and be wit my friends n stuff.
o.o my weekend was pretty cool, i would have to say that valentines day was fun ^^ i went out wit friends and watched a movie, afterwards went home and a few people came over at my house to... chillax i guess.
i would have to say that being in a room with another person with moonlight as the only source of light is pretty cool. just staring, without even talking is sooo.... indescribable, there is no need for words, just savour the moment by staring and thinking that they are also staring back.
soo valentines day (09) was different for me, not in a bad way though, it was nice ^^.
just remembered a song ~Elliot Yamin - Wait for you~ hehe
~until i write again~
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
My Apologies
idk what went through my head
i'm loco...
nywaiz sorry fow the things i sed
i didnt mean all of it
i'm just feeling bad
...
i'm loco...
nywaiz sorry fow the things i sed
i didnt mean all of it
i'm just feeling bad
...
Hit the Floor...
I thought i could keep everything suspended for a while...
apparantley not T.T
I took too long for this to happen.
I should have done somthing before everything fell
I'm starting to think nothing can fix it
but i dont want this to end like this
I have missed out on too many chances
now i cant find any other opportunities
Why did i ever let you go pass
I could of had you but all i could do is smile.
It's just never enough
i wish i could do more...
This feeling takes over my right state of mind, i'm trying to fix everything. but until then i'll have to go through this.......
~To Be Continued~
apparantley not T.T
I took too long for this to happen.
I should have done somthing before everything fell
I'm starting to think nothing can fix it
but i dont want this to end like this
I have missed out on too many chances
now i cant find any other opportunities
Why did i ever let you go pass
I could of had you but all i could do is smile.
It's just never enough
i wish i could do more...
This feeling takes over my right state of mind, i'm trying to fix everything. but until then i'll have to go through this.......
~To Be Continued~
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
I Wanna Be
Look. I know we've been friends for a while now.
But, I just feel like I can confess to you.
It's gonna be hard but.
Alright here it goes...
Imagine that the pillow that you cried on was my chest,
and the tissue that you wiped your face with was my hand.
Girl, imagine: if you needed advise about some other guy, I'm the one that comes to mind.
Not tryna hear you tell nobody that I'm just a friend,
just trying to make sure I'm that body that you call your man,
and anytime you need a shoulder -- it's yours, night or day,
but what I'm tryna say is, I wanna be...
The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...
Would it be cool?
Would you mind if I called you my boo,
what if the next whip you was pushin' was the one I bought for you?
Can I be the one that meets your pops and take your mama shoppin', be the only one they like?
Have you thought about it -- wait -- really thought about it?
Maybe you should take some time
call your girls and talk about it, yeah.
'cause I done already made up my mind,
don't need no more time to know if I wanna be with you,
I wanna be...
The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...
Put me on your screen saver, all over your myspace and make me one of your top favorites,
that's where I wanna be...
The one you cryin' for (stand up for and fightin' for)
wanna be your good, bad, love, hate girl..
The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...
Cross my heart hoped to die, on everything that's good,
I'm gonna do you right, show you right, get this understood.
The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...
Girl I wanna be, I wanna be....
[sigh]I wanna be, I wanna be...
But, I just feel like I can confess to you.
It's gonna be hard but.
Alright here it goes...
Imagine that the pillow that you cried on was my chest,
and the tissue that you wiped your face with was my hand.
Girl, imagine: if you needed advise about some other guy, I'm the one that comes to mind.
Not tryna hear you tell nobody that I'm just a friend,
just trying to make sure I'm that body that you call your man,
and anytime you need a shoulder -- it's yours, night or day,
but what I'm tryna say is, I wanna be...
The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...
Would it be cool?
Would you mind if I called you my boo,
what if the next whip you was pushin' was the one I bought for you?
Can I be the one that meets your pops and take your mama shoppin', be the only one they like?
Have you thought about it -- wait -- really thought about it?
Maybe you should take some time
call your girls and talk about it, yeah.
'cause I done already made up my mind,
don't need no more time to know if I wanna be with you,
I wanna be...
The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...
Put me on your screen saver, all over your myspace and make me one of your top favorites,
that's where I wanna be...
The one you cryin' for (stand up for and fightin' for)
wanna be your good, bad, love, hate girl..
The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...
Cross my heart hoped to die, on everything that's good,
I'm gonna do you right, show you right, get this understood.
The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...
Girl I wanna be, I wanna be....
[sigh]I wanna be, I wanna be...
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Bak to school
Bak to School
Bak to School
gonna finsh year 10 and not be a fool
Bak to School
^^
now holidays are over... BOoo!!
have to go back to school, to year 10. i'm feeling old.
~
nothing else to say... T.T
Bak to School
gonna finsh year 10 and not be a fool
Bak to School
^^
now holidays are over... BOoo!!
have to go back to school, to year 10. i'm feeling old.
~
nothing else to say... T.T
Friday, January 23, 2009
Random!! lol
so.. today i was on msn rite, and the girl i used to date ages ago, starts talking to me. so yeh we having like somwhat an online convo. at that same time i am playing a game (Maple Story) woo i'm like soo addicted i was about to lvl. but i realise i'm still having a conversation o.o, so i'm like dam i have to decide what to do...
Tick-Tock
Tick-Tock
then... two other people logged on... two girls o.o that i do enjoy talking with.
aww man i'm 95% exp, just 10mins till i lvl up on MS(maple story) argh!
then it hits me...
why am i choosing a game over life... T.T thats sad
so i logg off MS...
haha i'll lvl up tommoroo ^^
real people are more important than a game T.T
haha
Tick-Tock
Tick-Tock
then... two other people logged on... two girls o.o that i do enjoy talking with.
aww man i'm 95% exp, just 10mins till i lvl up on MS(maple story) argh!
then it hits me...
why am i choosing a game over life... T.T thats sad
so i logg off MS...
haha i'll lvl up tommoroo ^^
real people are more important than a game T.T
haha
Thursday, January 22, 2009
The Wall
Life is never going to be plain easy.
you will never be able to just live life without facing and problems.
In one part of your life you will maybe hit a point when you just stop, because you have hit the wall.
The wall is stuck infront of you and it seems as if the only way to go is backwards. Those people who go backwards will not end up any better than they were before they saw the wall
but the people who find a way past the wall become better people.
Life can have many problems, but you cannot run away from them, you must face them and get past, the wall it creates.
~there is no need to run..~
you will never be able to just live life without facing and problems.
In one part of your life you will maybe hit a point when you just stop, because you have hit the wall.
The wall is stuck infront of you and it seems as if the only way to go is backwards. Those people who go backwards will not end up any better than they were before they saw the wall
but the people who find a way past the wall become better people.
Life can have many problems, but you cannot run away from them, you must face them and get past, the wall it creates.
~there is no need to run..~
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Thunder~
In movies and stories, thunder means somthing bad has happened or somthing has changed.
i always like to think of my like as a movie, and i think that now that it is thundering somthing has happened. It's not gonna stop until whatever is happening is finished.
i wonder what that somthing is...
dont think that i cant be right, there is no reason why real life can be a story. Stories only get there inpiration from real people, who live in the real world, so why not believe that life can be a story.
Thunder sounds scary. =
it gets louder...
Sounds scary but does not look scary, the way it shapes it self it quite fascinating.
i always like to think of my like as a movie, and i think that now that it is thundering somthing has happened. It's not gonna stop until whatever is happening is finished.
i wonder what that somthing is...
dont think that i cant be right, there is no reason why real life can be a story. Stories only get there inpiration from real people, who live in the real world, so why not believe that life can be a story.
Thunder sounds scary. =
it gets louder...
Sounds scary but does not look scary, the way it shapes it self it quite fascinating.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
OMG!!
this is gonna be awesome, the first african-american president!!
go Obama!!! FTW
i'm not gonna miss it!! staying up tonight
idc until when
woo!!!
go Obama!!! FTW
i'm not gonna miss it!! staying up tonight
idc until when
woo!!!
o.o
There's no need to hide. If u need you can take small steps out of the darkness. Come into the light, open your mind, let it out.
you are stuck inside the head of a person who is not letting you out, break free from the cage made of bone.
if you are a person like me, who cannot open up to people very well... but instead writes a blog T.T... you must have another being inside of your head, that wants to break free from it's cage.
let your mind speak it's thoughts~ those thoughts come from the heart ~ between the mind and heart is the word, spoken through the mouth.
!@~**take things one step at a time**~@!
you are stuck inside the head of a person who is not letting you out, break free from the cage made of bone.
if you are a person like me, who cannot open up to people very well... but instead writes a blog T.T... you must have another being inside of your head, that wants to break free from it's cage.
let your mind speak it's thoughts~ those thoughts come from the heart ~ between the mind and heart is the word, spoken through the mouth.
!@~**take things one step at a time**~@!
Mood Swings
Mood Swings are weird...
why do they happen?
is it because there is somthing to hide?
somthing to cover up?
some people talk of love and life, then change to joy and laughter.
is the sudden change in mood to cover up what they have already said...
i guess life is like a see-saw, always going up and down, never still..
why do they happen?
is it because there is somthing to hide?
somthing to cover up?
some people talk of love and life, then change to joy and laughter.
is the sudden change in mood to cover up what they have already said...
i guess life is like a see-saw, always going up and down, never still..
Monday, January 19, 2009
Why So Serious o.o
i'm not usually so serious... just somthing has changed me, it's weird.
no more LSD's....
i want RAVE! TECHNO! TRANCE!
haha maybe a little LSD with beats in the back
so until i am back to seriousnessnesss... i will be dancing! and maybe singing a bit...
~**life doesnt last forever, so i'm not gonna use most of it with emotions, just Happiness**~
Understanding
Everything in the last 1 or 2 houRs has made me understand, i do not kNow what to do but i know what i do not hAve to do. i know now that it is not righT to push anyone into doing somthing they aRe not ready for, or make someone deal with somethIng that has not actually happened yet.
right now is not the time so I will wait until the time is right.
now that I know i will not force anythin upon you.
so i take my words and put them in a baloon, place a pin the the baloon and leave it in there until the time comes.
BuzzzzZZ..... as a flY goes past me i wonder what it does in life.... ^^ o yea it flies...
~this probably would not make any sense to anyone... idk maybe it could...~
**the girl i think about is somewhat hidden between my words**
right now is not the time so I will wait until the time is right.
now that I know i will not force anythin upon you.
so i take my words and put them in a baloon, place a pin the the baloon and leave it in there until the time comes.
BuzzzzZZ..... as a flY goes past me i wonder what it does in life.... ^^ o yea it flies...
~this probably would not make any sense to anyone... idk maybe it could...~
**the girl i think about is somewhat hidden between my words**
Corny Morning
Why do you keep hiding? i am looking for you but you fade into the shadows of doubt, cant you come out? cant you come into my arms? it's not healthy to forget, it's better to remember the things that you love. So what is it?I need to know. i'll do whatever it takes because i cant stand this feeling of uncertainty.
Who are you?
what are you playing at?
how will i know?
what will i do?
you can tell me. You can trust me. I think i can wait, if i need to then i will. I can take it slow, or fast whatever makes you happy.
~...dam the morning is a really corny time for me...~
maybe i should sleep more...
Who are you?
what are you playing at?
how will i know?
what will i do?
you can tell me. You can trust me. I think i can wait, if i need to then i will. I can take it slow, or fast whatever makes you happy.
~...dam the morning is a really corny time for me...~
maybe i should sleep more...
Just Somthing to think about
...~ If you thought that there was someone out there that was meant for you, would you go out to find that person, or sit in one spot and wait for them to come to you? ~
just say there was a girl, who found a guy who was everything that she dreamed of, but she could not face him because she hasnt decided if she wants to fall in love. if you were that girl would you suddenly change you mind about love, or stop and stare just waiting for the guy to look back at you only so that you can turn away.
if you knew that someone liked you but you were not sure, what do you do? all the hints are there but you are not certain, do you face that person and ask them, or is that to akward. do you try to tell them how you feel about them... or is that to akward. How do you know when the time is right to find out about this person and how they feel, or how you feel about them?
This is somthing to think about~
***you may be able to change destiny but never FULLY control it***
just say there was a girl, who found a guy who was everything that she dreamed of, but she could not face him because she hasnt decided if she wants to fall in love. if you were that girl would you suddenly change you mind about love, or stop and stare just waiting for the guy to look back at you only so that you can turn away.
if you knew that someone liked you but you were not sure, what do you do? all the hints are there but you are not certain, do you face that person and ask them, or is that to akward. do you try to tell them how you feel about them... or is that to akward. How do you know when the time is right to find out about this person and how they feel, or how you feel about them?
This is somthing to think about~
***you may be able to change destiny but never FULLY control it***
Saturday, January 17, 2009
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it's not me... o.o
Zomg!! School
O My G! why is it school soon...
i want more holidays!!
school is boring, i dont even have anything for school
i dunt wanna do year 10 T.T i gots sc (i think)
now imma have to do assignments, homework
studys! omg i'm bored of that stuff
well at least i will see all my classmates and friends
thats a plus...
and o noes i have to cut my hair!!! noooo
and i almost got the right length....
why!
well until the time comes... i shall be partying in my own time, to use my time awesomely!
^^
i want more holidays!!
school is boring, i dont even have anything for school
i dunt wanna do year 10 T.T i gots sc (i think)
now imma have to do assignments, homework
studys! omg i'm bored of that stuff
well at least i will see all my classmates and friends
thats a plus...
and o noes i have to cut my hair!!! noooo
and i almost got the right length....
why!
well until the time comes... i shall be partying in my own time, to use my time awesomely!
^^
Stars
If you ever have a chance you should lay down and watch the stars. They are just so beautiful, just the way they are inn the dark sky then when they twinkle it just lights up the world in a dim light.
Stars get me in a trance it's like i take one look at a starry sky, then bam i'm out, on the ground just gazing towards the sky. Somtimes i try to make pictures in the sky, i just join the stars with lines and see what i get.
A great night is only great with a starry sky, otherwise without stars it's just a night. Lame...
o.o
haha
Stars get me in a trance it's like i take one look at a starry sky, then bam i'm out, on the ground just gazing towards the sky. Somtimes i try to make pictures in the sky, i just join the stars with lines and see what i get.
A great night is only great with a starry sky, otherwise without stars it's just a night. Lame...
o.o
haha
Friday, January 16, 2009
Morning Sun
The morning is one of the best parts of the day, a very good time to sit in the sun and listen to the sounds of the earth.
The best part of the Morning Sun is that you wont get tanned from it, the sun is not strong enough in the morning to cause change in skin colour, it is actually a great source of vitamin D. Unlike the Afternoon Sun, the morning sun is not directly on top of us, it is more to one side, so not all the light is shining on you.
When you sit in the sun you think more, because you are not doing anything just sitting. It is a good time to think about things like, family, friends, life etc.
A good 10mins in the sun before 10am is a good practice to a healthy lifestyle ^^
~OnlyGabs†az~
The best part of the Morning Sun is that you wont get tanned from it, the sun is not strong enough in the morning to cause change in skin colour, it is actually a great source of vitamin D. Unlike the Afternoon Sun, the morning sun is not directly on top of us, it is more to one side, so not all the light is shining on you.
When you sit in the sun you think more, because you are not doing anything just sitting. It is a good time to think about things like, family, friends, life etc.
A good 10mins in the sun before 10am is a good practice to a healthy lifestyle ^^
~OnlyGabs†az~
Thursday, January 15, 2009
That Girl
the way she talks,
the way she walks,
the way she looks,
the way she is
she got me mesmerized.
i just wanna know what this feeling is, is it love or just a fascination?
what is it about her that makes look
how can this one girl change me
why do i just stop whenever i see her.
i try to talk but i'm stuttering words
what is this feeling?
how do i know if she feels the same way?
can she be the one?
or is she just another one?
i just wish she could understand
i've got soo many questions i could ask myself, but i would have no answers to give. I need to figure out what this is, why is this happening, is it destiny?
this feeling i cannot define
but that girl is on my mind
~
the way she walks,
the way she looks,
the way she is
she got me mesmerized.
i just wanna know what this feeling is, is it love or just a fascination?
what is it about her that makes look
how can this one girl change me
why do i just stop whenever i see her.
i try to talk but i'm stuttering words
what is this feeling?
how do i know if she feels the same way?
can she be the one?
or is she just another one?
i just wish she could understand
i've got soo many questions i could ask myself, but i would have no answers to give. I need to figure out what this is, why is this happening, is it destiny?
this feeling i cannot define
but that girl is on my mind
~
Crush
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But i know this crush ain't going
Away
Going away
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Soo many things to think about, so little time to think.
~ only time to do the things i can without a thought
When you're all alone
All that we could be
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But i know this crush ain't going
Away
Going away
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Soo many things to think about, so little time to think.
~ only time to do the things i can without a thought
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
In Search of the greatest Entertainment
Wii... Computer... Playstation... TV... these are all awesome parts of entertainment but to mee not enought!
i am looking for the most awesomest piece of entertainment!!!
that is all...
i am looking for the most awesomest piece of entertainment!!!
that is all...
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Anything
idk what to post so i just posted anything... lol
haha
chuck norris is super awesome....
like me!! haha jk
omg my fingers hurt... but i will keep writing till they bleed!!! mwahahaha ... 'im not emo... dont judge me!!!
RANDOM post... T.T lames
ahh i'm bleeding... jk
ok i'll stop now lol.
'Dont Judge a Book By it's cover'
this cliche is commonly know by many people but many people do not realise the meaning behind the message... so it means that you should not think thing of somthing or someone without knowing them...
e.g if you saw me cutting myself but you didnt know me, then you say to yourself " o wow an emo kid ".
that is the meaning of 'judging a book by it's cover'
yer... haha ummm btw i am not emo and i dont cut myself
haha
chuck norris is super awesome....
like me!! haha jk
omg my fingers hurt... but i will keep writing till they bleed!!! mwahahaha ... 'im not emo... dont judge me!!!
RANDOM post... T.T lames
ahh i'm bleeding... jk
ok i'll stop now lol.
'Dont Judge a Book By it's cover'
this cliche is commonly know by many people but many people do not realise the meaning behind the message... so it means that you should not think thing of somthing or someone without knowing them...
e.g if you saw me cutting myself but you didnt know me, then you say to yourself " o wow an emo kid ".
that is the meaning of 'judging a book by it's cover'
yer... haha ummm btw i am not emo and i dont cut myself
Monday, January 12, 2009
boredom TAKES OVER!!!
i'm soo bored... nothing to do anymore,
what do people do for entertainment T.T
is boredom contagious cause many people are bored
!! soo werid
every1 is just doing T.T all day
and -_- no1 is like =] or o.O
lame ...
maybe some people are like =]
i'm just like =[ and -_- and T.T also -o-
what do people do for entertainment T.T
is boredom contagious cause many people are bored
!! soo werid
every1 is just doing T.T all day
and -_- no1 is like =] or o.O
lame ...
maybe some people are like =]
i'm just like =[ and -_- and T.T also -o-
Hello 2009!
Hi 2009! Gabstaz is here!! now i know your gonna make life hard for my this year, with SC and other stuff, but i am not gonna let you get in the way, like i did last year. Luckily i didnt hyave anything important last year. HAHA i'm talking to a year....
Happy new year! it's time to make a change... Goals are going to be set to make this year better
my personal Goals:
-study
-pass all subjects this year
- stop global warming
-beat chuck norris in a starting contest
-get better in basketball for the team...
-increase volcabulary
I think that because it is a new year Everybody should help stop global warming. Yes that includes you AMERICA!!! so just try to save enrgy as much as possible and stuff
so we dont die in 50years TIME!!!! omg @!*$ i dont wanna die!!!
lol
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Happy new year! it's time to make a change... Goals are going to be set to make this year better
my personal Goals:
-study
-pass all subjects this year
- stop global warming
-beat chuck norris in a starting contest
-get better in basketball for the team...
-increase volcabulary
I think that because it is a new year Everybody should help stop global warming. Yes that includes you AMERICA!!! so just try to save enrgy as much as possible and stuff
so we dont die in 50years TIME!!!! omg @!*$ i dont wanna die!!!
lol
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Guitar Hero
i am addicted to guitar hero!!! haha
today i was playing for hours, i finished the carrer
and everything!! ROAR it's awesome, this is world tour btw
haha i scored 99% in dammit on hard!!
dammit i feel good !! lol
i'm feeling agressive haha jokes
this is completly random
just so that i could create a post on nothing!!! LOL
Random <<>>
>.< (thats my face atm)
today i was playing for hours, i finished the carrer
and everything!! ROAR it's awesome, this is world tour btw
haha i scored 99% in dammit on hard!!
dammit i feel good !! lol
i'm feeling agressive haha jokes
this is completly random
just so that i could create a post on nothing!!! LOL
Random <<
>.< (thats my face atm)
In The Way
There is always somthing in the way. I try to find a reason why i cant get to her, but there is no other reason, but the world just keeps getting in the way.I keep trying to get there but it keeps getting in the way. I can see why i cant just go up and talk to her, it is as if there is a brick wall between us, too high to climb. if only there were a hole in the wall that i could see through, only to get a small look at her.
As soon as i get a chance to be with her i always seem to freeze, then just stop and stare. if only i had the courage. I am always happy to see her, but i do not understand this feeling, leaving me unsure about the way i feel. This feeling of curiosity, this feeling to want to learn somthing, just leaves me thinking of her.
I just wonder why i cannot talk to her in person. Then i feel better when she talks to me online, i just cant find a reason why i cant talk to her face to face, there is always somthing in the way.
I am left pondering about my feelings of this girl, why am i here right now writing this? is it because i want to express myself? is it beacue i want her to know?
i just want to know if she is the one. Destiny will be the one to decide my fate, and i will be waiting...
As soon as i get a chance to be with her i always seem to freeze, then just stop and stare. if only i had the courage. I am always happy to see her, but i do not understand this feeling, leaving me unsure about the way i feel. This feeling of curiosity, this feeling to want to learn somthing, just leaves me thinking of her.
I just wonder why i cannot talk to her in person. Then i feel better when she talks to me online, i just cant find a reason why i cant talk to her face to face, there is always somthing in the way.
I am left pondering about my feelings of this girl, why am i here right now writing this? is it because i want to express myself? is it beacue i want her to know?
i just want to know if she is the one. Destiny will be the one to decide my fate, and i will be waiting...
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