Saturday, March 21, 2009

Wth stop blocking me T.T

sorry bout not posting for a long time...

anyways..

today i had fun at the shops.
i went to see a movie.. it was kinda boring but not that bad.
then went shopping, i didnt buy anything but i had fun looking around, and walking around
i was with my friends ^^ 

that is that better side of my story 0.o

on the other side

My day was a bit akward in way, and sometimes jelous of others.
i am jelous of the people who can talk what they think T.T
i just think, then something totaly different comes out of my mouth, or nothing...
sux to be me at this point in my life..

plus i find that there is a person who is blocking me from talking
like i am about to say something but always that person says something before me...
it's like he is challenging me...
actually it feels like he's been doing it all my life.

whenever i find a girl that i like
he would like that same girl, but then since he does not think like me he speaks better to them...
then i would be left out... but then i would find another girl that was different to the last
but for some odd reason he is off the last girl and to the new one T.T
i just find it odd

and i always end up losing, cause he is older than me...
i jus wish i could find a girl that he does not have intrest in

but w/e

on with my life T.T

~never back down, never give up~

try and try until you succeed

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