What feelings?

How do you know if you still have feelings for someone? If you don't even think about it then why would you?
but why is it that when the topic is brought up you seem to be affected in an unfamiliar way?
it doesn't make sense.... not at all.... do you still have feelings? no... Are you affected? idk what you mean i don't feel affected... it doesn't make sense T.T
Have i lied to myself these past 2 years, convincing myself that the topic will never come up and just ignore it? Probably did... i was never good at handling things then. When i was younger i found it easier to let things fly by around me and if it was about me i jus let it slide pass... It seemed to work, i got better. But evidently not properly, bringing back the topic leads to unresolved problems because i must have avoided them before.
i didn't realise that i avoided them because i had forgotten about it but when the topic arose again i didn't know how to react... That is the problem. I don't have any feelings for her, i know that. its just i never ended it properly in a way i should have.

Now that i realise that i avoided the problem in the past its gonna be hard to fix but i know i can. idk where to start but the harder part is already past, realising that there is a problem. Now that i know there is a problem i will find a way to fix it.

Back then i was never good at solving problems, i only solved those that i wanted too, the others i didn't care about. I did it wrong.

so... if i was given a second chance to change things i would go back and end things properly, not avoid them like i did.



From this experience I've learnt that avoiding problems doesn't fix them. They will only end up coming back around and biting you on the backside (as my maths teacher would say).

_ Steps to solve a problem
1. realise that there is a problem
2. find out what the problem is
3. once you know what the problem is talk about it so you know that its true (you wont be able to talk about it truthfully unless it is really a problem)
4. Find out in what ways the problem can be solved, if you can't think of any yourself than seek advice from a friend or someone with experience.
5. Apply methods of solving.

**Remember. You may think at first that there is no problem, only until someone tells you will you realise something. Listen to your friends they know when there is a problem and they can help you out**

Its just like maths problem solving. first find out what the problem is and figure out what is needed to solve it, then apply a formula or arithmetic calculation to solve it. If you leave a problem unsolved it will come back and bite you in another problem where you have to apply the solved problem to solve another problem. Its a chain affect.



So please take this from reading. If you have a problem don't just leave it alone, don't avoid it. Try to solve it. But remember when solving it remember your values in life, don't go against your values when solving it, you'll only be going against yourself. So you have a problem with your ex-girlfriend... deal with it - don't avoid it.

well that's enough of me talking about my problems >.<
i know that i can solve it and i always have the help of my friend ^.^

♥~OnlyGabs†az!~

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Kung Fu Panda

I'll never forget what that old turtle said to the little red panda man.

"yesterday is history
tomorrow is a mystery
and today is a gift. That is why they call it the present"

the best way of looking at life for me is that.
Yesterday is only history, its not going to affect you anymore than it already has. Yesterday cannot change a person.
Tomorrow is a mystery, something to ponder about and look forward too.
Today is a gift. everyday is a gift. When you wake up in the morning you are given the gift of life. It is up to you how you appreciate it and use it.
But how you use it will add to yesterday and change tomorrow.
I like to use today with a positive attitude because some of my yesterday was sad and my tomorrow is looking good :)

basically what my point is... Live today, not tomorrow or yesterday ^.^

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♥~OnlyGabs†az!~

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Back to Breaking ^.^ ~~ from april 13, 2009

Things in breaking i want to do, or have done:
Backflip [X] (not scared anymore i can do it good)
flare [ ]
air flare [ ]
halo [ ]
1990 [ ]
2000 [ ]
windmill [X] (can do 1 mill)
handstand [X] (i can hold for 3 seconds)
Toprocks [X] (i got the basics down)
Nike freeze [ ]
air chair [X] (i can hold for 1 second)
Seven [-] (getting there)
Chair [X] (got it ^.^ )




jus been reading through old posts and saw this, thought i should finish what i started.

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been through so much after reading over my blog its funny how i came back to here, back to me ^.^ just a little extra :)

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♥~OnlyGabs†az!~

sweet...

You say it is all talk, i say its more...

one thing that a guy faces in life is expressing himself freely, as a man jus speaking his own feelings.
it is something we all want, but not as easy as it sounds.
What is it to say 'i love you'
or to say 'i care about you'
sure it is no more than 4 words but trying to express those feelings naturally is harder than just saying the words.

talk is sweet and sometimes we say more than is needed but really all of it can be replaced with 4 words - 'i care about you'
so maybe the words did not come out or were jumbled up between other words but really there is only one meaning behind all of that.

...

For me, all words are real, anything that has been said does not just come from nothing. Those who are true believe what comes from the heart. Sometimes things might sound cliche or copied from some movie but it is what is understood from those things that make us use them.

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This is me
just me,
Nothing more, Nothing less.

the one and
♥~OnlyGabs†az!~

16th July 5:39 PM

Back To School

Last Night of the Holidays. A good holiday at that.
Start of a new School Year, Year 11 Preliminary course and 2U Maths HSC. Looking forward to a new year.
Gotta start organizing myself, taking responsibility for everything i do. haha i am old now senior makes it sound worse. I'll refer to myself as year 11 instead of senior.

I am ready for years of hard work to achieve whatever i can >.<

♥~OnlyGabs†az!~

Gotta Be Your Man

Gotta be ur man I gotta be ur man I gotta be ur maaaaan
Man I gotta be ur man I gotta be ur man I gotta be ur maaaaan

Verse 1:
Gotta be ur man one cuz you look so good
Two cuz you look so good, three cuz you look so good
Next gotta be ur man cuz I know you a boss chick
I know that me and you talk ish
Wont lie I kinda like it yeah.

Hook:
Cuz its so hard to find somebody like you girl
Wit a face and a booty like you girl
Your qualities are true girl ooo girl
And I promise I wrote this here song for you girl
The words are talkin bout you girl
I aint lying this is true girl ooo girl

Chorus:
Before or or or you girl you girl
I was always in the club got every chick to give it up oooh
Before or or or you girl you girl
Before my life is oh so crazy till I met you
Now I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur maaaaan
Man I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur maaaaan

Verse 2:
I know you think its bullsh-t what Im sayin girl
But Im real wit wat Im sayin girl
Aint lying, tryna get you girl yeah
Cuz I could get a lot of chicks
The baddest women on my ish
When it comes to you I must admit they aint got ish on you girl

Hook:
Cuz its so hard to find somebody like you girl
Wit a face and a booty like you girl
Your qualities are true girl ooo girl
And I promise I wrote this here song for you girl
The words are talkin bout you girl
I aint lying this is true girl ooo girl

Chorus:
Before or or or you girl you girl
I was always in the club got every chick to give it up oooh
Before or or or you girl you girl
Before my life is oh so crazy till I met you
Now I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur maaaaan
Man I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur maaaaan

Bridge:
I gotta I gotta I gotta be
I gotta I gotta I gotta be
I gotta I gotta I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur man I ooooh I

Chorus:
Before or or or you girl you girl
I was always in the club got every chick to give it up oooh
Before or or or you girl you girl
Before my life is oh so crazy till I met you
Now I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur maaaaan
Man I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur man
I gotta be ur maaaaan