Bak to school

Bak to School
Bak to School

gonna finsh year 10 and not be a fool

Bak to School
^^

now holidays are over... BOoo!!

have to go back to school, to year 10. i'm feeling old.

~

nothing else to say... T.T

Random!! lol

so.. today i was on msn rite, and the girl i used to date _{ages ago}, starts talking to me. so yeh we having like somwhat an online convo. at that same time i am playing a game _{(Maple Story) woo i'm like soo addicted} i was about to lvl. but i realise i'm still having a ^conversation o.o, so i'm like dam i have to decide what to do...

Tick-Tock
_Tick-^Tock

then... ^two other people logged on... ^{two girls} o.o that i do enjoy talking with.
aww man i'm 95% exp, just 10mins till i lvl up on _{MS(maple story)} argh!

then it hits me...
why am i choosing a game over life... T.T thats sad
so i logg off MS...

haha i'll lvl up tommoroo ^^

_{real people are more important than a game T.T}

haha

The Wall

Life is never going to be plain easy.
you will never be able to just live life without facing and problems.

In one part of your life you will maybe hit a point when you just stop, because you have hit the wall.
The wall is stuck infront of you and it seems as if the only way to go is backwards. Those people who go backwards will not end up any better than they were before they saw the wall

---

but the people who find a way past the wall become better people.

Life can have many problems, but you cannot run away from them, you must face them and get past, the wall it creates.

~there is no need to run..~

Thunder~

In movies and stories, thunder means somthing bad has happened or somthing has changed.
i always like to think of my like as a movie, and i think that now that it is thundering somthing has happened. It's not gonna stop until whatever is happening is finished.

i wonder what that somthing is...

dont think that i cant be right, there is no reason why real life can be a story. Stories only get there inpiration from real people, who live in the real world, so why not believe that life can be a story.

Thunder sounds scary. =
it gets louder...
Sounds scary but does not look scary, the way it shapes it self it quite fascinating.

OMG!!

this is gonna be awesome, the first african-american president!!

go Obama!!! FTW

i'm not gonna miss it!! staying up tonight
idc until when

woo!!!

o.o

There's no need to hide. If u need you can take small steps out of the darkness. Come into the light, open your mind, let it out.

you are stuck inside the head of a person who is not letting you out, break free from the cage made of bone.

if you are a person like me, who cannot open up to people very well... but instead writes a blog T.T... you must have another being inside of your head, that wants to break free from it's cage.

let your mind speak it's thoughts~ those thoughts come from the heart ~ between the mind and heart is the word, spoken through the mouth.

!@~**take things one step at a time**~@!

Mood Swings

Mood Swings are weird...

why do they happen?

is it because there is somthing to hide?
somthing to cover up?

some people talk of love and life, then change to joy and laughter.
is the sudden change in mood to cover up what they have already said...

i guess life is like a see-saw, always going up and down, never still..

Why So Serious o.o

i'm not usually so serious... just somthing has changed me, it's weird.

i wanna laugh, or somthing, ya like jus have some fun for now, i'm still young.

no more LSD's....

i want RAVE! TECHNO! TRANCE!

haha maybe a little LSD with beats in the back

so until i am back to seriousnessnesss... i will be dancing! and maybe singing a bit...

~**life doesnt last forever, so i'm not gonna use most of it with emotions, just Happiness**~

Understanding

Everything in the last 1 or 2 houRs has made me understand, i do not kNow what to do but i know what i do not hAve to do. i know now that it is not righT to push anyone into doing somthing they aRe not ready for, or make someone deal with somethIng that has not actually happened yet.

right now is not the time so I will wait until the time is right.

now that I know i will not force anythin upon you.

so i take my words and put them in a baloon, place a pin the the baloon and leave it in there until the time comes.

BuzzzzZZ..... as a flY goes past me i wonder what it does in life.... ^^ o yea it flies...



~this probably would not make any sense to anyone... idk maybe it could...~
**the girl i think about is somewhat hidden between my words**

Corny Morning

Why do you keep hiding? i am looking for you but you fade into the shadows of doubt, cant you come out? cant you come into my arms? it's not healthy to forget, it's better to remember the things that you love. So what is it?I need to know. i'll do whatever it takes because i cant stand this feeling of uncertainty.

Who are you?
what are you playing at?
how will i know?
what will i do?

you can tell me. You can trust me. I think i can wait, if i need to then i will. I can take it slow, or fast whatever makes you happy.

~...dam the morning is a really corny time for me...~
maybe i should sleep more...

Just Somthing to think about

...~ If you thought that there was someone out there that was meant for you, would you go out to find that person, or sit in one spot and wait for them to come to you? ~

just say there was a girl, who found a guy who was everything that she dreamed of, but she could not face him because she hasnt decided if she wants to fall in love. if you were that girl would you suddenly change you mind about love, or stop and stare just waiting for the guy to look back at you only so that you can turn away.

if you knew that someone liked you but you were not sure, what do you do? all the hints are there but you are not certain, do you face that person and ask them, or is that to akward. do you try to tell them how you feel about them... or is that to akward. How do you know when the time is right to find out about this person and how they feel, or how you feel about them?

This is somthing to think about~

***you may be able to change destiny but never FULLY control it***

o.o

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it's not me... o.o

Zomg!! School

O My G! why is it school soon...
i want more holidays!!

school is boring, i dont even have anything for school
i dunt wanna do year 10 T.T i gots sc (i think)
now imma have to do assignments, homework
studys! omg i'm bored of that stuff

well at least i will see all my classmates and friends
thats a plus...

and o noes i have to cut my hair!!! noooo
and i almost got the right length....
why!

well until the time comes... i shall be partying in my own time, to use my time awesomely!

^^

Stars

If you ever have a chance you should lay down and watch the stars. They are just so beautiful, just the way they are inn the dark sky then when they twinkle it just lights up the world in a dim light.

Stars get me in a trance it's like i take one look at a starry sky, then bam i'm out, on the ground just gazing towards the sky. Somtimes i try to make pictures in the sky, i just join the stars with lines and see what i get.

A great night is only great with a starry sky, otherwise without stars it's just a night. Lame...
o.o

haha

Morning Sun

The morning is one of the best parts of the day, a very good time to sit in the sun and listen to the sounds of the earth.



The best part of the Morning Sun is that you wont get tanned from it, the sun is not strong enough in the morning to cause change in skin colour, it is actually a great source of vitamin D. Unlike the Afternoon Sun, the morning sun is not directly on top of us, it is more to one side, so not all the light is shining on you.



When you sit in the sun you think more, because you are not doing anything just sitting. It is a good time to think about things like, family, friends, life etc.



A good 10mins in the sun before 10am is a good practice to a healthy lifestyle ^^



~OnlyGabs†az~

Baby Love ^^

arent they are cutte ^^

That Girl

the way she talks,
the way she walks,
the way she looks,
the way she is

she got me mesmerized.
i just wanna know what this feeling is, is it love or just a fascination?
what is it about her that makes look
how can this one girl change me

why do i just stop whenever i see her.
i try to talk but i'm stuttering words
what is this feeling?
how do i know if she feels the same way?

can she be the one?
or is she just another one?
i just wish she could understand

i've got soo many questions i could ask myself, but i would have no answers to give. I need to figure out what this is, why is this happening, is it destiny?

this feeling i cannot define
but that girl is on my mind

~

Crush

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But i know this crush ain't going
Away
Going away

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Soo many things to think about, so little time to think.

~ only time to do the things i can without a thought

In Search of the greatest Entertainment

Wii... Computer... Playstation... TV... these are all awesome parts of entertainment but to mee not enought!

i am looking for the most awesomest piece of entertainment!!!

that is all...

Anything

idk what to post so i just posted anything... lol

haha

chuck norris is super awesome....
like me!! haha jk

omg my fingers hurt... but i will keep writing till they bleed!!! mwahahaha ... 'im not emo... dont judge me!!!

RANDOM post... T.T lames

ahh i'm bleeding... jk

ok i'll stop now lol.

'Dont Judge a Book By it's cover'

this cliche is commonly know by many people but many people do not realise the meaning behind the message... so it means that you should not think thing of somthing or someone without knowing them...
e.g if you saw me cutting myself but you didnt know me, then you say to yourself " o wow an emo kid ".

that is the meaning of 'judging a book by it's cover'

yer... haha ummm btw i am not emo and i dont cut myself

boredom TAKES OVER!!!

i'm soo bored... nothing to do anymore,
what do people do for entertainment T.T

is boredom contagious cause many people are bored
!! soo werid

every1 is just doing T.T all day

and -_- no1 is like =] or o.O
lame ...

maybe some people are like =]
i'm just like =[ and -_- and T.T also -o-

Hello 2009!

Hi 2009! Gabstaz is here!! now i know your gonna make life hard for my this year, with SC and other stuff, but i am not gonna let you get in the way, like i did last year. Luckily i didnt hyave anything important last year. HAHA i'm talking to a year....

Happy new year! it's time to make a change... Goals are going to be set to make this year better

my personal Goals:
-study
-pass all subjects this year
- stop global warming
-beat chuck norris in a starting contest
-get better in basketball for the team...
-increase volcabulary

I think that because it is a new year Everybody should help stop global warming. Yes that includes you AMERICA!!! so just try to save enrgy as much as possible and stuff

so we dont die in 50years TIME!!!! omg @!*$ i dont wanna die!!!

lol

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Guitar Hero

i am addicted to guitar hero!!! haha
today i was playing for hours, i finished the carrer
and everything!! ROAR it's awesome, this is world tour btw

haha i scored 99% in dammit on hard!!
dammit i feel good !! lol

i'm feeling agressive haha jokes
this is completly random

just so that i could create a post on nothing!!! LOL
Random <<>>

>.< (thats my face atm)

In The Way

There is always somthing in the way. I try to find a reason why i cant get to her, but there is no other reason, but the world just keeps getting in the way.I keep trying to get there but it keeps getting in the way. I can see why i cant just go up and talk to her, it is as if there is a brick wall between us, too high to climb. if only there were a hole in the wall that i could see through, only to get a small look at her.

As soon as i get a chance to be with her i always seem to freeze, then just stop and stare. if only i had the courage. I am always happy to see her, but i do not understand this feeling, leaving me unsure about the way i feel. This feeling of curiosity, this feeling to want to learn somthing, just leaves me thinking of her.

I just wonder why i cannot talk to her in person. Then i feel better when she talks to me online, i just cant find a reason why i cant talk to her face to face, there is always somthing in the way.

I am left pondering about my feelings of this girl, why am i here right now writing this? is it because i want to express myself? is it beacue i want her to know?

i just want to know if she is the one. Destiny will be the one to decide my fate, and i will be waiting...