In The Way

There is always somthing in the way. I try to find a reason why i cant get to her, but there is no other reason, but the world just keeps getting in the way.I keep trying to get there but it keeps getting in the way. I can see why i cant just go up and talk to her, it is as if there is a brick wall between us, too high to climb. if only there were a hole in the wall that i could see through, only to get a small look at her.

As soon as i get a chance to be with her i always seem to freeze, then just stop and stare. if only i had the courage. I am always happy to see her, but i do not understand this feeling, leaving me unsure about the way i feel. This feeling of curiosity, this feeling to want to learn somthing, just leaves me thinking of her.

I just wonder why i cannot talk to her in person. Then i feel better when she talks to me online, i just cant find a reason why i cant talk to her face to face, there is always somthing in the way.

I am left pondering about my feelings of this girl, why am i here right now writing this? is it because i want to express myself? is it beacue i want her to know?

i just want to know if she is the one. Destiny will be the one to decide my fate, and i will be waiting...