T.T now i know why i always fail in exams, i never read things properly ~.~
dam G. how could you possibly misinterpret what was written extremly cleary in front of you then make a judgement that was completly off.
It jus funny how i only realise how wrong i am after the consequences.
I'm always reading things one time, then make judgements on it. Then after reading again.. i still dont see the real meaning.. it usually take 3 or 4 times before i actually find out what it means. but then it's too late.
You have used up all your $ then you cant do anything.
If Only If Only..
If Only you were here
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Technology, Blessing or Curse?
Knock Knock..
Who is there?
People in suits and holding booklets and brochures.
i wonder who they are.
- Oh so u say you've been here before, well then how can i help you.
- 'We were just passing by thought you might want one of these brochures"
- oh okay, i'll read it later, bye.
The front page has a huge title and a picture of a city in the background.
The title says "Technology, Blessing or Curse?"
I am just staring at it for a few minutes, reading over it a couple of times just to make sure i am not reading wrong. I wasn't wrong, it definitely said "Technology, Blessing or Curse"
it just made me think - Wow what a strong message, especially in this world of technology. Thinking over the message it made me wonder, what would the world be like without technology. Would it be a better place? How would people live? What would everyone be like?
It also made me of the reasons behind technology, i was trying to balance out the positives and negative.
Positives
- Everyone is linked by technology
- Makes life easier
- Instant Messaging
Negatives
- Energy to use technology is destroying the earth
- Technology became a primary source of information
- Natural Links have become smaller or broken
- Changing technology is changing humanity
So now looking back at the Message "Technology, Blessing or Curse"
In my opinion i think that it is a blessing in the sense that people have came up with innovative ways to make the world smaller and make people closer via technology. But i think that it is a Curse when people start using technology as a way of life. The curse of technology is the affect it has on people.
Technology would be good if it was not used to be lazy, technology should not be a way of life. It should be something that we use in life, not to make it easy and be lazy but to make the world a better place.
I think that Technology would not be as bad if it did not replace things like speech (unless you cannot speak), by creating things like instant messaging, creating an alternative to normal speech. The alternative is not the same, the thing with normal speech, not technologically enhanced, is the sound of the voice that you can recognize and the emotions put in. By using the alternative - instant messaging - it is not the same, words that are typed up don't have a voice or emotions, even if you are using emoticons is it really the same?
But of course with the changing technology there are other ways of communicating, such as voice chatting or web camera. These ways of communicating i have nothing against, they are a good way of keeping in touch with those people that are far away and it feels the same as if they were right next to you.
So Technology is both a blessing and a curse. Depending on how you use it of course.
^.^
☺ ~OnlyGabs†az!~
Who is there?
People in suits and holding booklets and brochures.
i wonder who they are.
- Oh so u say you've been here before, well then how can i help you.
- 'We were just passing by thought you might want one of these brochures"
- oh okay, i'll read it later, bye.
The front page has a huge title and a picture of a city in the background.
The title says "Technology, Blessing or Curse?"
I am just staring at it for a few minutes, reading over it a couple of times just to make sure i am not reading wrong. I wasn't wrong, it definitely said "Technology, Blessing or Curse"
it just made me think - Wow what a strong message, especially in this world of technology. Thinking over the message it made me wonder, what would the world be like without technology. Would it be a better place? How would people live? What would everyone be like?
It also made me of the reasons behind technology, i was trying to balance out the positives and negative.
Positives
- Everyone is linked by technology
- Makes life easier
- Instant Messaging
Negatives
- Energy to use technology is destroying the earth
- Technology became a primary source of information
- Natural Links have become smaller or broken
- Changing technology is changing humanity
So now looking back at the Message "Technology, Blessing or Curse"
In my opinion i think that it is a blessing in the sense that people have came up with innovative ways to make the world smaller and make people closer via technology. But i think that it is a Curse when people start using technology as a way of life. The curse of technology is the affect it has on people.
Technology would be good if it was not used to be lazy, technology should not be a way of life. It should be something that we use in life, not to make it easy and be lazy but to make the world a better place.
I think that Technology would not be as bad if it did not replace things like speech (unless you cannot speak), by creating things like instant messaging, creating an alternative to normal speech. The alternative is not the same, the thing with normal speech, not technologically enhanced, is the sound of the voice that you can recognize and the emotions put in. By using the alternative - instant messaging - it is not the same, words that are typed up don't have a voice or emotions, even if you are using emoticons is it really the same?
But of course with the changing technology there are other ways of communicating, such as voice chatting or web camera. These ways of communicating i have nothing against, they are a good way of keeping in touch with those people that are far away and it feels the same as if they were right next to you.
So Technology is both a blessing and a curse. Depending on how you use it of course.
^.^
☺ ~OnlyGabs†az!~
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
21/10/09
It's not you, its me..
The phrase is very cliche and i know that, although it may sound cliche.. That is what it is.
'It is not you, it is me'
But i wish that i could say this without using a web log.. but that is my problem, i have too much difficulty doing that. Its too troublesome for everyone around me, including myself.
So i am trying to make myself better, i dont want to disappoint anymore people in my life. The pain is too deep, i've experienced it before but it was not this deep. I guess i could go on and keep blaming everything, "its because its computer", "its just not the same", "its all technologies fault". But if i keep going on like that, it will get me nowhere.
Now i have reach a point where i believe i cannot get any lower, if my life is like a concave up parabola then the only way left is up. I hope that it is only going to go that way and not be a concave down parabola, if it was concave down then i have already reached my maximum point and the only way left is down. Thinking like this - Mathematically - makes sense to me, but i know that life cannot be put onto a graph and explained through equations.
Now that i have written out that stuff, i cant stop thinking that my mind is moving too fast and my heart is not having a chance to decide. Were my actions too hasty? I just did not want to be troublesome to other people. I think that maybe if i have time to improve myself then i will not disappoint you. I know that i have kept everything too myself and was unable to speak clearly but that is just my problem that i want to fix. Most of my life i have been trying to do so but never success, after today i realized that the key to success. But the way i am going i do not want to hurt others, my feelings will get in the way and i will disappoint another person in my life that i do not want to.
This might be the last post on my web logg for now, until i find myself. If i cannot love myself then i cannot love someone else, the same as if i disappoint myself then i will disappoint others.
I wrote this in the hope that i can get better
even if its in the form of an indiscreet letter
i cannot disappoint you again
but i will never forget the times we had.
Focus 'G'. This is going to be hard to handle.
Hahahah looking back over this post it seems like one of those running away notes :P wow i feel kinda dumb posting it, i'll do it anyway.. even though i just wrote it to make me feel better.
haha 'G' you really are dumb sometimes ~.~
The phrase is very cliche and i know that, although it may sound cliche.. That is what it is.
'It is not you, it is me'
But i wish that i could say this without using a web log.. but that is my problem, i have too much difficulty doing that. Its too troublesome for everyone around me, including myself.
So i am trying to make myself better, i dont want to disappoint anymore people in my life. The pain is too deep, i've experienced it before but it was not this deep. I guess i could go on and keep blaming everything, "its because its computer", "its just not the same", "its all technologies fault". But if i keep going on like that, it will get me nowhere.
Now i have reach a point where i believe i cannot get any lower, if my life is like a concave up parabola then the only way left is up. I hope that it is only going to go that way and not be a concave down parabola, if it was concave down then i have already reached my maximum point and the only way left is down. Thinking like this - Mathematically - makes sense to me, but i know that life cannot be put onto a graph and explained through equations.
Now that i have written out that stuff, i cant stop thinking that my mind is moving too fast and my heart is not having a chance to decide. Were my actions too hasty? I just did not want to be troublesome to other people. I think that maybe if i have time to improve myself then i will not disappoint you. I know that i have kept everything too myself and was unable to speak clearly but that is just my problem that i want to fix. Most of my life i have been trying to do so but never success, after today i realized that the key to success. But the way i am going i do not want to hurt others, my feelings will get in the way and i will disappoint another person in my life that i do not want to.
This might be the last post on my web logg for now, until i find myself. If i cannot love myself then i cannot love someone else, the same as if i disappoint myself then i will disappoint others.
I wrote this in the hope that i can get better
even if its in the form of an indiscreet letter
i cannot disappoint you again
but i will never forget the times we had.
Focus 'G'. This is going to be hard to handle.
Hahahah looking back over this post it seems like one of those running away notes :P wow i feel kinda dumb posting it, i'll do it anyway.. even though i just wrote it to make me feel better.
haha 'G' you really are dumb sometimes ~.~
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Dragonfly - Spongecola
Maybe I'm a little addicted
Maybe I just Can't get out of this
Maybe it is just too soon to say
I've seen you blow right past my window
You flew away and I was left inside
Without a clue
But If you think that I am too stoned to write
Don't think twice
Free your mind
Don't let me down
We'll find a way to make it go away
I went ahead without direction
A form of semi-self-mutilation
Dragonfly collides with truth
Why can't you see me like I see you
Can't you feel me like I feel you
Can't you be with me tonight
I'll make it go away
(my dragonfly)
Maybe I just Can't get out of this
Maybe it is just too soon to say
I've seen you blow right past my window
You flew away and I was left inside
Without a clue
But If you think that I am too stoned to write
Don't think twice
Free your mind
Don't let me down
We'll find a way to make it go away
I went ahead without direction
A form of semi-self-mutilation
Dragonfly collides with truth
Why can't you see me like I see you
Can't you feel me like I feel you
Can't you be with me tonight
I'll make it go away
(my dragonfly)
Saturday, September 12, 2009
So hows life ~
Life is great ^.^
i am feeling good, i finished most of my assignments and now i have lots of free time >.<
lately i was working on my basketball, practicing my shooting skills.. 6/10 is not that bad XD, i might be able to make it onto the B grade team >.<
hmmm
I wanted to swim in my pool today but i think it is a bit cold in the water. but i really want to practice my backflip, i havent done one in the pool for sooo long now, i think i may have forgotten how to do it ~.~
haha ohh well
this is a pretty short post ...
~so life is good~
i'm looking at a bright tomorrow ^.^
ingatz`
Peace
~OnlyGabs†az!~
i am feeling good, i finished most of my assignments and now i have lots of free time >.<
lately i was working on my basketball, practicing my shooting skills.. 6/10 is not that bad XD, i might be able to make it onto the B grade team >.<
hmmm
I wanted to swim in my pool today but i think it is a bit cold in the water. but i really want to practice my backflip, i havent done one in the pool for sooo long now, i think i may have forgotten how to do it ~.~
haha ohh well
this is a pretty short post ...
~so life is good~
i'm looking at a bright tomorrow ^.^
ingatz`
Peace
~OnlyGabs†az!~
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Music in my HEAD
When i'm feeling low, i listen too music, it changes my mood, allows me to free my mind from all my troubles.
I also find it easier to show my mood by the music i listen to, here's a song by NLT i was listing to today
I'm laying in my bed,
Thoughts up in my head
Cause lately, baby I ain't been the same. (same)
I'm such a mess,
Don't know what to do,
I never thought things would end up this way. (way)
Don't understand,
Thought I was gon' be the one that put that diamond on your hand. (hand)
And now I've lost her,
I'm starting to dig down that maybe baby it's another man.
Tell me what happened to us...
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tried to be the best I could be,
Made a fool out of me,
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that you was in love with me,
What was I thinking?
Cause love wouldn't have left me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Now it's too late to fix things,
It's all a catastrophe,
Baby explain to me.
Tell me what happened to us...
Sick to my stomach,
Can't take the fact that I can't talk to you since you went away. (away, away)
Don't wanna wake up, (nahh)
Cause now I know that I can't wake up next to your pretty face.
Was it my fault, girl?
That's what I keep asking myself over and over again. (again, again)
The worst part is that,
I know that you ain't coming back, baby, if this is the end. (oh, oh)
You were incredible, (Oh-oh)
Love so acceptable, (Ho-oh)
Me and you against the world. (No, no, no, no, no)
Connection unexplainable,
Then something went wrong, (got me writing this song)
Got me writing this sad song.
I'm so confused, girl,
Can you tell me what happened to us.
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tried to be the best I could be,
You made a fool out of me,
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that you was in love with me, (you was)
What was I thinking love wouldn't have left me, (love wouldn't have left me no, no)
Now it's too late to fix things. (oh)
It's all a catastrophe, (oh)
Baby explain to me,
Tell me what happened to us. (us)
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
We were incredible,
Love so inseparable,
Me and you against the world.
Connection -
Tell me what happened to us.
We were incredible,
Love so inseparable,
Me and you against the world.
Connection -
Tell me what happened to us.
Then something went wrong,
Got me writing this sad song,
I'm so confused, girl.
Can you tell me what happened to us?
Then something went wrong,
Got me writing this sad song,
I'm so confused, girl.
Can you tell me what happened to us?
(Ohh-oehh-ohh)
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us. (Ohh-oehh-ohh)
Tried to be the best I could be,
Made a fool out of me, (baby)
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that she was in love with me, (thought she was in love with me, what was I thinking)
What was I thinking? (Cause now I know that love wouldn't have left me)
Cause now I know love wouldn't have left me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Now it's too late to fix things, (No, aye)
It's all a catastrophe,
Baby, please explain to me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
I also find it easier to show my mood by the music i listen to, here's a song by NLT i was listing to today
I'm laying in my bed,
Thoughts up in my head
Cause lately, baby I ain't been the same. (same)
I'm such a mess,
Don't know what to do,
I never thought things would end up this way. (way)
Don't understand,
Thought I was gon' be the one that put that diamond on your hand. (hand)
And now I've lost her,
I'm starting to dig down that maybe baby it's another man.
Tell me what happened to us...
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tried to be the best I could be,
Made a fool out of me,
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that you was in love with me,
What was I thinking?
Cause love wouldn't have left me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Now it's too late to fix things,
It's all a catastrophe,
Baby explain to me.
Tell me what happened to us...
Sick to my stomach,
Can't take the fact that I can't talk to you since you went away. (away, away)
Don't wanna wake up, (nahh)
Cause now I know that I can't wake up next to your pretty face.
Was it my fault, girl?
That's what I keep asking myself over and over again. (again, again)
The worst part is that,
I know that you ain't coming back, baby, if this is the end. (oh, oh)
You were incredible, (Oh-oh)
Love so acceptable, (Ho-oh)
Me and you against the world. (No, no, no, no, no)
Connection unexplainable,
Then something went wrong, (got me writing this song)
Got me writing this sad song.
I'm so confused, girl,
Can you tell me what happened to us.
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tried to be the best I could be,
You made a fool out of me,
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that you was in love with me, (you was)
What was I thinking love wouldn't have left me, (love wouldn't have left me no, no)
Now it's too late to fix things. (oh)
It's all a catastrophe, (oh)
Baby explain to me,
Tell me what happened to us. (us)
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
We were incredible,
Love so inseparable,
Me and you against the world.
Connection -
Tell me what happened to us.
We were incredible,
Love so inseparable,
Me and you against the world.
Connection -
Tell me what happened to us.
Then something went wrong,
Got me writing this sad song,
I'm so confused, girl.
Can you tell me what happened to us?
Then something went wrong,
Got me writing this sad song,
I'm so confused, girl.
Can you tell me what happened to us?
(Ohh-oehh-ohh)
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us. (Ohh-oehh-ohh)
Tried to be the best I could be,
Made a fool out of me, (baby)
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that she was in love with me, (thought she was in love with me, what was I thinking)
What was I thinking? (Cause now I know that love wouldn't have left me)
Cause now I know love wouldn't have left me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Now it's too late to fix things, (No, aye)
It's all a catastrophe,
Baby, please explain to me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
In The End - Linkin Park
It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised
It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
~LPK all over again~
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised
It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
~LPK all over again~
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