Life is great ^.^
i am feeling good, i finished most of my assignments and now i have lots of free time >.<
lately i was working on my basketball, practicing my shooting skills.. 6/10 is not that bad XD, i might be able to make it onto the B grade team >.<
hmmm
I wanted to swim in my pool today but i think it is a bit cold in the water. but i really want to practice my backflip, i havent done one in the pool for sooo long now, i think i may have forgotten how to do it ~.~
haha ohh well
this is a pretty short post ...
~so life is good~
i'm looking at a bright tomorrow ^.^
ingatz`
Peace
~OnlyGabs†az!~
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Music in my HEAD
When i'm feeling low, i listen too music, it changes my mood, allows me to free my mind from all my troubles.
I also find it easier to show my mood by the music i listen to, here's a song by NLT i was listing to today
I'm laying in my bed,
Thoughts up in my head
Cause lately, baby I ain't been the same. (same)
I'm such a mess,
Don't know what to do,
I never thought things would end up this way. (way)
Don't understand,
Thought I was gon' be the one that put that diamond on your hand. (hand)
And now I've lost her,
I'm starting to dig down that maybe baby it's another man.
Tell me what happened to us...
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tried to be the best I could be,
Made a fool out of me,
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that you was in love with me,
What was I thinking?
Cause love wouldn't have left me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Now it's too late to fix things,
It's all a catastrophe,
Baby explain to me.
Tell me what happened to us...
Sick to my stomach,
Can't take the fact that I can't talk to you since you went away. (away, away)
Don't wanna wake up, (nahh)
Cause now I know that I can't wake up next to your pretty face.
Was it my fault, girl?
That's what I keep asking myself over and over again. (again, again)
The worst part is that,
I know that you ain't coming back, baby, if this is the end. (oh, oh)
You were incredible, (Oh-oh)
Love so acceptable, (Ho-oh)
Me and you against the world. (No, no, no, no, no)
Connection unexplainable,
Then something went wrong, (got me writing this song)
Got me writing this sad song.
I'm so confused, girl,
Can you tell me what happened to us.
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tried to be the best I could be,
You made a fool out of me,
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that you was in love with me, (you was)
What was I thinking love wouldn't have left me, (love wouldn't have left me no, no)
Now it's too late to fix things. (oh)
It's all a catastrophe, (oh)
Baby explain to me,
Tell me what happened to us. (us)
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
We were incredible,
Love so inseparable,
Me and you against the world.
Connection -
Tell me what happened to us.
We were incredible,
Love so inseparable,
Me and you against the world.
Connection -
Tell me what happened to us.
Then something went wrong,
Got me writing this sad song,
I'm so confused, girl.
Can you tell me what happened to us?
Then something went wrong,
Got me writing this sad song,
I'm so confused, girl.
Can you tell me what happened to us?
(Ohh-oehh-ohh)
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us. (Ohh-oehh-ohh)
Tried to be the best I could be,
Made a fool out of me, (baby)
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that she was in love with me, (thought she was in love with me, what was I thinking)
What was I thinking? (Cause now I know that love wouldn't have left me)
Cause now I know love wouldn't have left me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Now it's too late to fix things, (No, aye)
It's all a catastrophe,
Baby, please explain to me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
I also find it easier to show my mood by the music i listen to, here's a song by NLT i was listing to today
I'm laying in my bed,
Thoughts up in my head
Cause lately, baby I ain't been the same. (same)
I'm such a mess,
Don't know what to do,
I never thought things would end up this way. (way)
Don't understand,
Thought I was gon' be the one that put that diamond on your hand. (hand)
And now I've lost her,
I'm starting to dig down that maybe baby it's another man.
Tell me what happened to us...
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tried to be the best I could be,
Made a fool out of me,
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that you was in love with me,
What was I thinking?
Cause love wouldn't have left me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Now it's too late to fix things,
It's all a catastrophe,
Baby explain to me.
Tell me what happened to us...
Sick to my stomach,
Can't take the fact that I can't talk to you since you went away. (away, away)
Don't wanna wake up, (nahh)
Cause now I know that I can't wake up next to your pretty face.
Was it my fault, girl?
That's what I keep asking myself over and over again. (again, again)
The worst part is that,
I know that you ain't coming back, baby, if this is the end. (oh, oh)
You were incredible, (Oh-oh)
Love so acceptable, (Ho-oh)
Me and you against the world. (No, no, no, no, no)
Connection unexplainable,
Then something went wrong, (got me writing this song)
Got me writing this sad song.
I'm so confused, girl,
Can you tell me what happened to us.
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tried to be the best I could be,
You made a fool out of me,
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that you was in love with me, (you was)
What was I thinking love wouldn't have left me, (love wouldn't have left me no, no)
Now it's too late to fix things. (oh)
It's all a catastrophe, (oh)
Baby explain to me,
Tell me what happened to us. (us)
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
We were incredible,
Love so inseparable,
Me and you against the world.
Connection -
Tell me what happened to us.
We were incredible,
Love so inseparable,
Me and you against the world.
Connection -
Tell me what happened to us.
Then something went wrong,
Got me writing this sad song,
I'm so confused, girl.
Can you tell me what happened to us?
Then something went wrong,
Got me writing this sad song,
I'm so confused, girl.
Can you tell me what happened to us?
(Ohh-oehh-ohh)
I thought that you was my baby,
Would of gave you anything,
Baby just you and me.
Tell me what happened to us. (Ohh-oehh-ohh)
Tried to be the best I could be,
Made a fool out of me, (baby)
Tried to be your everything.
Tell me what happened to us.
Thought that she was in love with me, (thought she was in love with me, what was I thinking)
What was I thinking? (Cause now I know that love wouldn't have left me)
Cause now I know love wouldn't have left me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Now it's too late to fix things, (No, aye)
It's all a catastrophe,
Baby, please explain to me.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened baby, to us
Tell me what happened to us.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
In The End - Linkin Park
It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised
It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
~LPK all over again~
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised
It got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
~LPK all over again~
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Birthday Week
Wow the year is going so fast,
its already July, winter, starting term 3 in a week.
Its the middle of the year, wow seems so quick.
i guess time flies when you waste your time doing nothing -_-
at least for me it does.
So today is the 19th, two days after my birthday, 8 days before the start of term 3 and 11 days since the start of the holidays.
So. My birthday... nothing much to it really, it is the day of which i was born, the day commemorated annually for the first time i saw the world.
most people say that you should be excited when you know your birthday is coming up, on the Monday of my birthday week, i knew that my birthday was in 4 days but i didn't really feel too excited. Maybe its just me...
Tuesday, ehh... maybe i had a little bit of excitement, but mainly because other people were excited for me. I guess that see other people excited for me made me feel better about my birthday. I felt somewhat excited for my birthday.
Wednesday, yay! woo i am psyching myself up, its my birthday in 2 days. now i see what is exciting about a birthday.
Thursday, >.< it is soon! less than 24 hours till my birthday, i stay up until midnight and wait for my birthday. I never stayed up for that long while sitting down at home.
hmmm idk where this is leading now, but i have already written all of that so i am not going to erase it...
well! Friday 17th of July!!! its now my birthday, 12 am, midnight. getting messages from lots of people, haha. Most of the messages are all the same... 'Happy birthday, hope u have a great one mate' some are different 'Happy Birthday, you can do whatever you want today cause its your birthday' some are happy 'Happy Birthday =]'
Then there was one that really made me feel special ^.^
Saturday... hmmm, first part of the day was the last 18 minutes of harry potter and the half blood prince, then slept. Well its the day after my birthday. So on my birthday i feel special, but the day after.. it just goes back to normal. I guess my birthday was a sudden high for me, but as all highs are they crash to create a balance. Saturday was a low.
Today, Sunday, Everything is back to normal... at least i think it is, although i am not certain. Maybe there was something i did on the Saturday, when i was low..
yeah... this is just me reminiscing on my birthday week.
has been a while since i last posted something.
Peace
~OnlyGabs†az!~
its already July, winter, starting term 3 in a week.
Its the middle of the year, wow seems so quick.
i guess time flies when you waste your time doing nothing -_-
at least for me it does.
So today is the 19th, two days after my birthday, 8 days before the start of term 3 and 11 days since the start of the holidays.
So. My birthday... nothing much to it really, it is the day of which i was born, the day commemorated annually for the first time i saw the world.
most people say that you should be excited when you know your birthday is coming up, on the Monday of my birthday week, i knew that my birthday was in 4 days but i didn't really feel too excited. Maybe its just me...
Tuesday, ehh... maybe i had a little bit of excitement, but mainly because other people were excited for me. I guess that see other people excited for me made me feel better about my birthday. I felt somewhat excited for my birthday.
Wednesday, yay! woo i am psyching myself up, its my birthday in 2 days. now i see what is exciting about a birthday.
Thursday, >.< it is soon! less than 24 hours till my birthday, i stay up until midnight and wait for my birthday. I never stayed up for that long while sitting down at home.
hmmm idk where this is leading now, but i have already written all of that so i am not going to erase it...
well! Friday 17th of July!!! its now my birthday, 12 am, midnight. getting messages from lots of people, haha. Most of the messages are all the same... 'Happy birthday, hope u have a great one mate' some are different 'Happy Birthday, you can do whatever you want today cause its your birthday' some are happy 'Happy Birthday =]'
Then there was one that really made me feel special ^.^
Saturday... hmmm, first part of the day was the last 18 minutes of harry potter and the half blood prince, then slept. Well its the day after my birthday. So on my birthday i feel special, but the day after.. it just goes back to normal. I guess my birthday was a sudden high for me, but as all highs are they crash to create a balance. Saturday was a low.
Today, Sunday, Everything is back to normal... at least i think it is, although i am not certain. Maybe there was something i did on the Saturday, when i was low..
yeah... this is just me reminiscing on my birthday week.
has been a while since i last posted something.
Peace
~OnlyGabs†az!~
Monday, May 25, 2009
Something Shiny >.<
hmmm.....
yesterday i was sitting wondering where this began, this weird part of my life, confusions and madness.
it brought me back to the week of my school exams
on the weekend before i went shopping, i didnt really need to go shopping, actually i should have been at home studying. Even though that was the case i still went out, mostly because i was bored. So i go shopping and i find a tiny store in the corner of an intersection that sells glasses. I found these glasses that were clear lens but i found the frames to look pretty good, so i bought them.
They made me look like kind of a nerd actually.
So i am there with my new glasses on and i am thinking of what i would look godd in when i wear these glasses. I thought of some black jeans, long sleve grey shirt, black & grey checkered vest and a black and white baggy scarf. I was looking pretty good in my head, but i thought it needed something more, something shiny >.<
Then i thought of it, i could get a fake earring. So i went to look for a store that sold jewelry and asked for any magnetic earrings, and there they were and they were so shiny ^^. I bought one, it was pretty cheap also. I didnt tell my mother that i bought it, i was planning to come home one day with it on to surprise her, like a prank.
I took a photo of my self with it on, it suprised a few people and other was dissapointed, well i cant really say, - seemed dissapointed, said 'couldn't care less'...
Nyway I have the earring on and it looks pretty hectic, i am wearing it with my glasses too. They werent real so it didnt bother me that i was wearing them, anyways i would never get a real piercing. Then i forgot to study for my exams, so instead of using al the time i have left to study, i come up with a theory - look SMART, feel SMART, and you will be SMART. That lead to me wearing the clear lens glasses in my exams. It made me feel smarter and i thought i did alright in the exams.
But back to my thinking of where this madness began, was it the glasses, earrings or was it just me?
but now i am here, typing on the keyboard about whatever this is, seems pointless as to there is no much point... what am i thinking T.T pointless because there is no much point... 'Well Duhh'!!
...
~OnlyGabs†az~
peace-
yesterday i was sitting wondering where this began, this weird part of my life, confusions and madness.
it brought me back to the week of my school exams
on the weekend before i went shopping, i didnt really need to go shopping, actually i should have been at home studying. Even though that was the case i still went out, mostly because i was bored. So i go shopping and i find a tiny store in the corner of an intersection that sells glasses. I found these glasses that were clear lens but i found the frames to look pretty good, so i bought them.
They made me look like kind of a nerd actually.
So i am there with my new glasses on and i am thinking of what i would look godd in when i wear these glasses. I thought of some black jeans, long sleve grey shirt, black & grey checkered vest and a black and white baggy scarf. I was looking pretty good in my head, but i thought it needed something more, something shiny >.<
Then i thought of it, i could get a fake earring. So i went to look for a store that sold jewelry and asked for any magnetic earrings, and there they were and they were so shiny ^^. I bought one, it was pretty cheap also. I didnt tell my mother that i bought it, i was planning to come home one day with it on to surprise her, like a prank.
I took a photo of my self with it on, it suprised a few people and other was dissapointed, well i cant really say, - seemed dissapointed, said 'couldn't care less'...
Nyway I have the earring on and it looks pretty hectic, i am wearing it with my glasses too. They werent real so it didnt bother me that i was wearing them, anyways i would never get a real piercing. Then i forgot to study for my exams, so instead of using al the time i have left to study, i come up with a theory - look SMART, feel SMART, and you will be SMART. That lead to me wearing the clear lens glasses in my exams. It made me feel smarter and i thought i did alright in the exams.
But back to my thinking of where this madness began, was it the glasses, earrings or was it just me?
but now i am here, typing on the keyboard about whatever this is, seems pointless as to there is no much point... what am i thinking T.T pointless because there is no much point... 'Well Duhh'!!
...
~OnlyGabs†az~
peace-
Saturday, May 23, 2009
NTL - Yesterday
Never meant to cause you no pain
When I said I never wanted to see you again, Oh
Took advantage of all that I gave, babe
So what's the news, trying to get me to stay
Tried everything to make this thing work
Cause I found that you were god's gift to the earth, no
You could have told me we wouldn't be, yea
Together... forever
Tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me
Tell me why, (oh why) when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, (oh why) now that I moved on you're wanting me
But baby its too late now I don't want to go back to yesterday
I was everything you wanted in a man, baby
Everyday I try to do the best that I can oh
But you never thought that I'd be the one, yeah
(oh baby, baby)
Please, tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me you're missen me
Tell me why, when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, now that I moved on you're wanting me, yeah, yeah
Baby but its too late now I don't want to go back to yester
No I don't want you back no I don't feel your pain
You gotta understand that I'm finally a man
Please don't say anymore
I'm already out the door
Ain't nothing you can do
Cause baby I'm over you
It's the end, oh
Baby its getting old
Cant take the stress in mer
So baby I've gotta leave
This is my final good bye
Baby tell me why
Oh baby
Yeah yeah, oha oha oha oha
Well baby its too late now I don't wanna go back to yester
Tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me
Tell me why, when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, now that I moved on you're wanting me
But baby its and its too late now, now and no I don't wanna go back to yesterday
~
NLT is awesome
When I said I never wanted to see you again, Oh
Took advantage of all that I gave, babe
So what's the news, trying to get me to stay
Tried everything to make this thing work
Cause I found that you were god's gift to the earth, no
You could have told me we wouldn't be, yea
Together... forever
Tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me
Tell me why, (oh why) when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, (oh why) now that I moved on you're wanting me
But baby its too late now I don't want to go back to yesterday
I was everything you wanted in a man, baby
Everyday I try to do the best that I can oh
But you never thought that I'd be the one, yeah
(oh baby, baby)
Please, tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me you're missen me
Tell me why, when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, now that I moved on you're wanting me, yeah, yeah
Baby but its too late now I don't want to go back to yester
No I don't want you back no I don't feel your pain
You gotta understand that I'm finally a man
Please don't say anymore
I'm already out the door
Ain't nothing you can do
Cause baby I'm over you
It's the end, oh
Baby its getting old
Cant take the stress in mer
So baby I've gotta leave
This is my final good bye
Baby tell me why
Oh baby
Yeah yeah, oha oha oha oha
Well baby its too late now I don't wanna go back to yester
Tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me
Tell me why, when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, now that I moved on you're wanting me
But baby its and its too late now, now and no I don't wanna go back to yesterday
~
NLT is awesome
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