Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Birthday Week
Wow the year is going so fast,
its already July, winter, starting term 3 in a week.
Its the middle of the year, wow seems so quick.
i guess time flies when you waste your time doing nothing -_-
at least for me it does.
So today is the 19th, two days after my birthday, 8 days before the start of term 3 and 11 days since the start of the holidays.
So. My birthday... nothing much to it really, it is the day of which i was born, the day commemorated annually for the first time i saw the world.
most people say that you should be excited when you know your birthday is coming up, on the Monday of my birthday week, i knew that my birthday was in 4 days but i didn't really feel too excited. Maybe its just me...
Tuesday, ehh... maybe i had a little bit of excitement, but mainly because other people were excited for me. I guess that see other people excited for me made me feel better about my birthday. I felt somewhat excited for my birthday.
Wednesday, yay! woo i am psyching myself up, its my birthday in 2 days. now i see what is exciting about a birthday.
Thursday, >.< it is soon! less than 24 hours till my birthday, i stay up until midnight and wait for my birthday. I never stayed up for that long while sitting down at home.
hmmm idk where this is leading now, but i have already written all of that so i am not going to erase it...
well! Friday 17th of July!!! its now my birthday, 12 am, midnight. getting messages from lots of people, haha. Most of the messages are all the same... 'Happy birthday, hope u have a great one mate' some are different 'Happy Birthday, you can do whatever you want today cause its your birthday' some are happy 'Happy Birthday =]'
Then there was one that really made me feel special ^.^
Saturday... hmmm, first part of the day was the last 18 minutes of harry potter and the half blood prince, then slept. Well its the day after my birthday. So on my birthday i feel special, but the day after.. it just goes back to normal. I guess my birthday was a sudden high for me, but as all highs are they crash to create a balance. Saturday was a low.
Today, Sunday, Everything is back to normal... at least i think it is, although i am not certain. Maybe there was something i did on the Saturday, when i was low..
yeah... this is just me reminiscing on my birthday week.
has been a while since i last posted something.
Peace
~OnlyGabs†az!~
its already July, winter, starting term 3 in a week.
Its the middle of the year, wow seems so quick.
i guess time flies when you waste your time doing nothing -_-
at least for me it does.
So today is the 19th, two days after my birthday, 8 days before the start of term 3 and 11 days since the start of the holidays.
So. My birthday... nothing much to it really, it is the day of which i was born, the day commemorated annually for the first time i saw the world.
most people say that you should be excited when you know your birthday is coming up, on the Monday of my birthday week, i knew that my birthday was in 4 days but i didn't really feel too excited. Maybe its just me...
Tuesday, ehh... maybe i had a little bit of excitement, but mainly because other people were excited for me. I guess that see other people excited for me made me feel better about my birthday. I felt somewhat excited for my birthday.
Wednesday, yay! woo i am psyching myself up, its my birthday in 2 days. now i see what is exciting about a birthday.
Thursday, >.< it is soon! less than 24 hours till my birthday, i stay up until midnight and wait for my birthday. I never stayed up for that long while sitting down at home.
hmmm idk where this is leading now, but i have already written all of that so i am not going to erase it...
well! Friday 17th of July!!! its now my birthday, 12 am, midnight. getting messages from lots of people, haha. Most of the messages are all the same... 'Happy birthday, hope u have a great one mate' some are different 'Happy Birthday, you can do whatever you want today cause its your birthday' some are happy 'Happy Birthday =]'
Then there was one that really made me feel special ^.^
Saturday... hmmm, first part of the day was the last 18 minutes of harry potter and the half blood prince, then slept. Well its the day after my birthday. So on my birthday i feel special, but the day after.. it just goes back to normal. I guess my birthday was a sudden high for me, but as all highs are they crash to create a balance. Saturday was a low.
Today, Sunday, Everything is back to normal... at least i think it is, although i am not certain. Maybe there was something i did on the Saturday, when i was low..
yeah... this is just me reminiscing on my birthday week.
has been a while since i last posted something.
Peace
~OnlyGabs†az!~
Monday, May 25, 2009
Something Shiny >.<
hmmm.....
yesterday i was sitting wondering where this began, this weird part of my life, confusions and madness.
it brought me back to the week of my school exams
on the weekend before i went shopping, i didnt really need to go shopping, actually i should have been at home studying. Even though that was the case i still went out, mostly because i was bored. So i go shopping and i find a tiny store in the corner of an intersection that sells glasses. I found these glasses that were clear lens but i found the frames to look pretty good, so i bought them.
They made me look like kind of a nerd actually.
So i am there with my new glasses on and i am thinking of what i would look godd in when i wear these glasses. I thought of some black jeans, long sleve grey shirt, black & grey checkered vest and a black and white baggy scarf. I was looking pretty good in my head, but i thought it needed something more, something shiny >.<
Then i thought of it, i could get a fake earring. So i went to look for a store that sold jewelry and asked for any magnetic earrings, and there they were and they were so shiny ^^. I bought one, it was pretty cheap also. I didnt tell my mother that i bought it, i was planning to come home one day with it on to surprise her, like a prank.
I took a photo of my self with it on, it suprised a few people and other was dissapointed, well i cant really say, - seemed dissapointed, said 'couldn't care less'...
Nyway I have the earring on and it looks pretty hectic, i am wearing it with my glasses too. They werent real so it didnt bother me that i was wearing them, anyways i would never get a real piercing. Then i forgot to study for my exams, so instead of using al the time i have left to study, i come up with a theory - look SMART, feel SMART, and you will be SMART. That lead to me wearing the clear lens glasses in my exams. It made me feel smarter and i thought i did alright in the exams.
But back to my thinking of where this madness began, was it the glasses, earrings or was it just me?
but now i am here, typing on the keyboard about whatever this is, seems pointless as to there is no much point... what am i thinking T.T pointless because there is no much point... 'Well Duhh'!!
...
~OnlyGabs†az~
peace-
yesterday i was sitting wondering where this began, this weird part of my life, confusions and madness.
it brought me back to the week of my school exams
on the weekend before i went shopping, i didnt really need to go shopping, actually i should have been at home studying. Even though that was the case i still went out, mostly because i was bored. So i go shopping and i find a tiny store in the corner of an intersection that sells glasses. I found these glasses that were clear lens but i found the frames to look pretty good, so i bought them.
They made me look like kind of a nerd actually.
So i am there with my new glasses on and i am thinking of what i would look godd in when i wear these glasses. I thought of some black jeans, long sleve grey shirt, black & grey checkered vest and a black and white baggy scarf. I was looking pretty good in my head, but i thought it needed something more, something shiny >.<
Then i thought of it, i could get a fake earring. So i went to look for a store that sold jewelry and asked for any magnetic earrings, and there they were and they were so shiny ^^. I bought one, it was pretty cheap also. I didnt tell my mother that i bought it, i was planning to come home one day with it on to surprise her, like a prank.
I took a photo of my self with it on, it suprised a few people and other was dissapointed, well i cant really say, - seemed dissapointed, said 'couldn't care less'...
Nyway I have the earring on and it looks pretty hectic, i am wearing it with my glasses too. They werent real so it didnt bother me that i was wearing them, anyways i would never get a real piercing. Then i forgot to study for my exams, so instead of using al the time i have left to study, i come up with a theory - look SMART, feel SMART, and you will be SMART. That lead to me wearing the clear lens glasses in my exams. It made me feel smarter and i thought i did alright in the exams.
But back to my thinking of where this madness began, was it the glasses, earrings or was it just me?
but now i am here, typing on the keyboard about whatever this is, seems pointless as to there is no much point... what am i thinking T.T pointless because there is no much point... 'Well Duhh'!!
...
~OnlyGabs†az~
peace-
Saturday, May 23, 2009
NTL - Yesterday
Never meant to cause you no pain
When I said I never wanted to see you again, Oh
Took advantage of all that I gave, babe
So what's the news, trying to get me to stay
Tried everything to make this thing work
Cause I found that you were god's gift to the earth, no
You could have told me we wouldn't be, yea
Together... forever
Tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me
Tell me why, (oh why) when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, (oh why) now that I moved on you're wanting me
But baby its too late now I don't want to go back to yesterday
I was everything you wanted in a man, baby
Everyday I try to do the best that I can oh
But you never thought that I'd be the one, yeah
(oh baby, baby)
Please, tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me you're missen me
Tell me why, when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, now that I moved on you're wanting me, yeah, yeah
Baby but its too late now I don't want to go back to yester
No I don't want you back no I don't feel your pain
You gotta understand that I'm finally a man
Please don't say anymore
I'm already out the door
Ain't nothing you can do
Cause baby I'm over you
It's the end, oh
Baby its getting old
Cant take the stress in mer
So baby I've gotta leave
This is my final good bye
Baby tell me why
Oh baby
Yeah yeah, oha oha oha oha
Well baby its too late now I don't wanna go back to yester
Tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me
Tell me why, when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, now that I moved on you're wanting me
But baby its and its too late now, now and no I don't wanna go back to yesterday
~
NLT is awesome
When I said I never wanted to see you again, Oh
Took advantage of all that I gave, babe
So what's the news, trying to get me to stay
Tried everything to make this thing work
Cause I found that you were god's gift to the earth, no
You could have told me we wouldn't be, yea
Together... forever
Tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me
Tell me why, (oh why) when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, (oh why) now that I moved on you're wanting me
But baby its too late now I don't want to go back to yesterday
I was everything you wanted in a man, baby
Everyday I try to do the best that I can oh
But you never thought that I'd be the one, yeah
(oh baby, baby)
Please, tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me you're missen me
Tell me why, when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, now that I moved on you're wanting me, yeah, yeah
Baby but its too late now I don't want to go back to yester
No I don't want you back no I don't feel your pain
You gotta understand that I'm finally a man
Please don't say anymore
I'm already out the door
Ain't nothing you can do
Cause baby I'm over you
It's the end, oh
Baby its getting old
Cant take the stress in mer
So baby I've gotta leave
This is my final good bye
Baby tell me why
Oh baby
Yeah yeah, oha oha oha oha
Well baby its too late now I don't wanna go back to yester
Tell me why, now that I'm leaven you're missen me
Tell me why, when I loved you, you hated me
Tell me why, now that I moved on you're wanting me
But baby its and its too late now, now and no I don't wanna go back to yesterday
~
NLT is awesome
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
Curiosity killed the cat
everyone knows that saying, 'Curiosity Killed the Cat'.
As of now i truly believe that it is true.
Yesterday i experienced something that made me feel special, like i was the only one with the 'feeling'.
Then Curiosity took over, i had to wonder how could i be the only one with this 'feeling'. There had to be another person. Me and my sneaky self looked for an answer. Then i found it, but i did not like it -_-
there was another person who experience the same thing as me, i no longer felt special. I just felt that the 'feeling' was like any other 'feelings' just plain and simple, forwarded to everyone. Not special.
Curiosity takes over and i am left with nothing.
~OnlyGabs†az~
As of now i truly believe that it is true.
Yesterday i experienced something that made me feel special, like i was the only one with the 'feeling'.
Then Curiosity took over, i had to wonder how could i be the only one with this 'feeling'. There had to be another person. Me and my sneaky self looked for an answer. Then i found it, but i did not like it -_-
there was another person who experience the same thing as me, i no longer felt special. I just felt that the 'feeling' was like any other 'feelings' just plain and simple, forwarded to everyone. Not special.
Curiosity takes over and i am left with nothing.
~OnlyGabs†az~
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Let Me Know
I can't read your mind
I need you to say it
Plain and simple
I would give my life to you
Everything you needed
Baby I would be it
You're the only one I talk to
Who really knows me
Tells me shows me
That it's enough sometimes just to be myself
I don't want nobody else
They don't understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand
Take my breath away
Buy me anything I ask
Go anywhere I wanna go
I traded everything just to know
Chorus
Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
Let me know you're thinking of me
When I can't be there
Let me know you miss me
Call me up sometimes
I don't wanna go but boy you gotta let me know
Stop and listen
It's my thoughts calling your name
Screaming out the way I feel
I wish you would do the same
I think you might be on the same border
Same line same page
I'm tired
Listening to your silence brings the water to my eyes
I don't want nobody else
They don't understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand
Don't let me in the dark
Let this blind over my eyes
If you don't feel the same
Is everything we have a lie?
Chorus
Please give me a reason to stay
Gotta get us back on track
Cause the worst thing is
Loving someone who doesn't love you back
I think you do but I need you to say it
I can't read your mind
Tell me from time to time
I need you to say it
Need you to tell me
Chorus
I can't read your mind
I need you to say it
Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
I need you to say it
Plain and simple
I would give my life to you
Everything you needed
Baby I would be it
You're the only one I talk to
Who really knows me
Tells me shows me
That it's enough sometimes just to be myself
I don't want nobody else
They don't understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand
Take my breath away
Buy me anything I ask
Go anywhere I wanna go
I traded everything just to know
Chorus
Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
Let me know you're thinking of me
When I can't be there
Let me know you miss me
Call me up sometimes
I don't wanna go but boy you gotta let me know
Stop and listen
It's my thoughts calling your name
Screaming out the way I feel
I wish you would do the same
I think you might be on the same border
Same line same page
I'm tired
Listening to your silence brings the water to my eyes
I don't want nobody else
They don't understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand
Don't let me in the dark
Let this blind over my eyes
If you don't feel the same
Is everything we have a lie?
Chorus
Please give me a reason to stay
Gotta get us back on track
Cause the worst thing is
Loving someone who doesn't love you back
I think you do but I need you to say it
I can't read your mind
Tell me from time to time
I need you to say it
Need you to tell me
Chorus
I can't read your mind
I need you to say it
Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
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