Breakdancing

here is something about breakdancing,

first of all, it is something that i always wanted to learn.

although i never could...

because i am afraid to fail.

See in breakdancing if you fail.. then you might break something.

thats why it's 'breaking'

i am afraid to break anything.

soo, some people may think i am little girl

but i dunt want to hurt myself

now i realise how boring it is to live in fear,

it's better to face your fears that live with them

you will get more out of life.

~~~

Things in breaking i want to do, or have done:

Backflip [X] (done it one time)

flare [ ]

air flare [ ]

halo [ ]

1990 [ ]

2000 [ ]

windmill [X] (can do 1 mill)

handstand [X] (i can hold for 3 seconds)

Toprocks [ ]

Nike freeze [ ]

air chair [ ]

Seven [ ]

Chair [ ]

i dont know this feeling,
obscure, abstract and strange
what does this mean?

My mind tells me to forget, but
My heart tells me never to let go, and
My body lies in between

obscure thoughts wrapped around me
should i go?
should i stay?

how did it get to this?
what is in between
Introduction -> Conclusion
where is the rise and fall of tension?

wake up to a bright morning
everyone seems to be fine
its only me, my imagination playing games on me
~

how did i end up in my bed?
i was sleeping on the couch.

it's a beautiful day

i'm feeling better today
yesterday was *...* not all great i would say..
but today i am fine, i can get over.
because life is too precious to give up on

Easter is something to live for.
a sign of new life.
a chance to start again.

i cant stop the rain, so i will enjoy it.
adjust to the environment then it will make things easy
but never take advantage of it.

ok lang ako
now i realise..
u were right.

it's a beautiful day. Even though the sun is not shining and the sky is dark, life is good.
just saying what is on my mind..

Happy Easter~ ^_^

ingatz

Hidden Thoughts

Keeping these thought to myself is tearing me apart
i cant think straight anymore, not like i did before anyway.
these feelings i have for you is breaking me
if i hold it any longer i am going to lose you

the worst timing for this to happen
it's the holidays, ur busy most of the time
i wont be able to see.

#!%!@ ive screwed things up
there it is ur gone... T.T
just bye... nothing else, i deserve it
after all i've done... soo confused right now

but never again will i go into this state of depression
i will not go back to that state

i need to break free

gnight

Gnight to you
happy easter... hope u have an awesome holidays

~~

ingatz

xD *grrrr* READ hehe

haha u probably forgot cause too many things going through ur head.
but yer, i was told that u did forget.

then, yer i am going to school tomorro xD

dw i will get ur stuff.

then u will get it whenever i see u next 

...

i could go online cause computer broke

and somebody hid the laptop T.T

sorry i couldn't go online

plus i had to eat dinner =P

INGATZ

Random

So i havent posted anything lately cause i cbb doin so..
but i feel like i need to write something

so... i will talk about somthing XD

so on the weekends i performed for the Loose control dance compitition. It was awesome, even though our crew came 3rd, the dancers there were awesome!! XD emman from SYTYCD was there too.

oh my i stuffed up my foot at dancing last night, we were playing around and i landed weird on my foot T.T so sad....

yer life outside school is fun... XD

but school is fun at somtimes of the day

but T.T maths .... soo much homeworks!!!

we have to do 2unit revision sheets, 4 pages of it!!!

-_-

but i finished it so yer...

so thats whats been happning round me life lately XD

there were other stuff but this is jus breif