T.T

why!!
why does the world hate me soo much -_-

BOO

Hehe

Lol
i just wanna laugh, cause i dunt know what to feel atm...
last post i did was a week ago so yer... dunt wanna make it as if i dunt use this...

so i m still using blogger... dw and i am still reading stuff that people write, which is pretty cool btw.

nywaiz, in the past 2 days i started dance in PE (woohoo best male dancer at cha cha in class) yea and i think i might actually do well in PE for once .... maybe i'll get higher than a C-low T.T.
school is fun cause i get to see people and be wit my friends n stuff.

o.o my weekend was pretty cool, i would have to say that valentines day was fun ^^ i went out wit friends and watched a movie, afterwards went home and a few people came over at my house to... chillax i guess.

i would have to say that being in a room with another person with moonlight as the only source of light is pretty cool. just staring, without even talking is sooo.... indescribable, there is no need for words, just savour the moment by staring and thinking that they are also staring back.

soo valentines day (09) was different for me, not in a bad way though, it was nice ^^.

just remembered a song ~Elliot Yamin - Wait for you~ hehe

~until i write again~

My Apologies

idk what went through my head

i'm loco...

nywaiz sorry fow the things i sed
i didnt mean all of it
i'm just feeling bad

...

OMG!

OMG

i JUsT wanna BREAK SOMTHING!!

#@@%!!@#$!^!@#$!!^!%&!$$&*!#@$

Hit the Floor...

I thought i could keep everything suspended for a while...
apparantley not T.T

I took too long for this to happen.
I should have done somthing before everything fell

I'm starting to think nothing can fix it
but i dont want this to end like this

I have missed out on too many chances
now i cant find any other opportunities

Why did i ever let you go pass
I could of had you but all i could do is smile.

It's just never enough
i wish i could do more...

This feeling takes over my right state of mind, i'm trying to fix everything. but until then i'll have to go through this.......

~To Be Continued~

I Wanna Be

Look. I know we've been friends for a while now.
But, I just feel like I can confess to you.
It's gonna be hard but.
Alright here it goes...

Imagine that the pillow that you cried on was my chest,
and the tissue that you wiped your face with was my hand.
Girl, imagine: if you needed advise about some other guy, I'm the one that comes to mind.
Not tryna hear you tell nobody that I'm just a friend,
just trying to make sure I'm that body that you call your man,
and anytime you need a shoulder -- it's yours, night or day,
but what I'm tryna say is, I wanna be...

The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...

Would it be cool?
Would you mind if I called you my boo,
what if the next whip you was pushin' was the one I bought for you?
Can I be the one that meets your pops and take your mama shoppin', be the only one they like?
Have you thought about it -- wait -- really thought about it?
Maybe you should take some time
call your girls and talk about it, yeah.
'cause I done already made up my mind,
don't need no more time to know if I wanna be with you,
I wanna be...

The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...

Put me on your screen saver, all over your myspace and make me one of your top favorites,
that's where I wanna be...
The one you cryin' for (stand up for and fightin' for)
wanna be your good, bad, love, hate girl..

The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...

Cross my heart hoped to die, on everything that's good,
I'm gonna do you right, show you right, get this understood.

The last number you call late at night (said I wanna be),
The first one that you dial when you open your eyes.
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you,
I wanna be yeah, I wanna be yeah..
Be the man making your girl jealous,
be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas..
whatever you need, girl, it's all on me:
soldier, your friend or your lover, girl,
I wanna be...

Girl I wanna be, I wanna be....
[sigh]I wanna be, I wanna be...

laughter

o.o

hehe ^^